Funny but true.. (some of it)

This is the road to enlightenment, revised...
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact jus leave me alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tyre.
3. The darkest hour is just before dawn. So if you' re going to steal your neighbour' s milk, that' s the time to do it.
4. Censored.. I got students reading my blog..
5. Don' t be irreplaceable. If you can' t be replaced, you can' t be promoted.
6. No one is listening until you fart.
7. Always remember you' re unique. Just like everyone else.
8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
9. If you think nobody cares whether you' re alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments.
10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you' re a mile away and you have their shoes.
11. If at first you don' t succeed, skydiving is not for you.
12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.
13. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.
14. If you tell the truth, you don' t have to remember anything.
15. Some days you are the bug; some days you are the windscreen.
16. Don' t worry; it only seems kinky the first time.
17. Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment.
18. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket.
19. A closed mouth gathers no foot.
20. Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side and a dark side, and it holds the universe together.
21. There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works.
22. Generally speaking, you aren't learning much when your lips are moving.
23. Experience is something you don' t get until just after you need it.

My Dear GALS!! All OF u DID SO WeLL!!

Today is the inter-class competition.. It's so tiring.. THe hall is so hot and we had to be there almost the whole day even streching till noon... But i Think at least the whole thing went well..
I am extremely happy with my classes.. All of them did their best.. Though they are not in the top standing.. I am still Very very proud of them! I saw how hard they try and the amount of effort they put in.. I learnt a lot of things from today's competition and i know how far my students can stretch.. Will go get presents for each of them.. THey deserve it!
GOOD JOB!!

Met up with JH in the evening for dinner.. had a nice talk with her.. I can see tat she is very concerned abt me getting so negative.. I wil try to be more positive and try to get back the old ME.. I will really try..

True siah..

Dear Jasmine,
Here is your horoscope for Friday, April 7:
Your body wants to relax, but your brain wants to stay busy. What to do? Listen to your body. Slow down just long enough to really recuperate. After all, what's the point of all that work if you get sick from it?

累累累

心累了。。。

身累了。。。

脑累了。。。

每天都是大忙天。。。

是我太过懒散了？还是。。。我心不在焉。。。

常常把事情拖至最后才做，
常常都没办法把事情做完，
常常抱怨着工作太多，
常常需要休息。

以休息是为了走更长远的路为借口，
让自己忙里偷闲，
让自己能偷一下懒。

结果，
常得要留到关门为止。。。

可笑、
可悲、
可怜、
可恶的自己！

Quote of the day

Quote for the day..

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost.

when i was jus a little girl....

While i was at auntie's hse, my sister flipped thru some old photos and saw 2 pics of me.. hee hee.. I have never seen any photo of myself when i was young.. They thot it was ah boy kor kor.. But then Boy kor kor says it's me.. Hee hee.. Germaine asked how come i am wearing boy boy clothes.. Well, too poor mah.. so all the clothes are pass downs from ah boy kor kor wat.. No choice.. That's y i am so unfeminine now wat.. Influence of brother... hee hee...

The photo quality is not that good as i took it using hp..

EyeS hurting...

Went out early in the morning to go and pray to mum at gong ming shan.. Boy kor kor sent us there.. So many ppl were there to pray to their loved ones... Whole place is filled with incense smoke.. My eyes will tear whenever i walk pass the offerings.. However, I feel happy that ppl still remember to pray to their ancestors, this shows that the chinese culture is still in the roots but i wonder how long will this custom last... I dun tink it'll last for too long.. TO me, it's always important for the young to remember their ancestors.. But, that rememberance is fading...

After that we went to visit auntie(mum's sister)... She aged a lot.. No longer the chirpy auntie i knew.. She stays alone in a 4 room flat.. Such a big flat but such a lonely old lady.. I have no idea why she refuses to stay with my cousins.. BUt that's her choice.. She pulled me to 1 side before i left and asked me if dad's still staying with me.. She cried when she said that she can't even go and pay her respects to mum on qing ming and on her death anniversary.. I told her that mum will understand that.. She dreamt of mum a few days back but she had already forgotten wat she dreamt about.. I can feel her sadness.. She really wished to join mum.. I know that.. I wished too... But i CAn't.. At least not when my dad is still ard.. She blamed me for not visiting her often.. I really dun know wat to say.. Am i escaping? escaping from that face that resembles mum or am i too lazy to do so?? I think i am jus too lazy.. Busy is jus an excuse i give myself and to her...

Time flies.. Tomorrow is mum death anniversary.. It has been 2 years.. But i cant go and pray to her as i am in school...

Updates on my life...

I didn't type in any entries these days.. Either i was too lazy or i was too busy.. Hee hee..

I met up with ser and jud on thurs for dinner.. Well, Ser had some problems with dan and they might be heading for divorce.. Though me and jud supported her decision but jud and me have different views on her reasons.. No matter what, I jus will give ser the emotional support that
she needs..

On friday evening, i went to meet shang at funan trying to get my HD but, surprisingly, all the 250 GB HD are all sold out! DUH! Wat a day! Made me waste a trip down when i could have spent the time marking the books in school! So sad..

Yesterday was the busiest day with so many places to go! I was in school in the morning for the AEP course.. As usual, i was teaching the teachers how to do balloon twisting.. After that i was marking till i left school..
J was drinking orange juice from bk and i guessed it was bought by km.. well.. i was grumbiling abt it and saying how come km din bother to ask me if i wanted anything.. so J tried to explain that km asked her.. i said that well, km know i am gg wat.. how come didn't ask me leh? i told them that i am quite upset la.. hee hee.. now i think km is guilty for not getting the drink for me.. haha...
After which i met up with ice and jud for blood donation, they were asking me how come he didn't come along, well.. i had to explain on his behalf that he got some duties to do.. haiz.. anyway, the donation went well except that ice din manage to donate her blood cuz of the flow.. Poor thing.. she's quite upset that she couldn't donate.. we then went to taka to get the presents for bk and ting... oh my! ting's present is so difficult tofind.. had a hard time looking for it.. let's hope she get to learn her tarot readings by next gathering then we can try out her skills.. Ice, jud and me put up a show when we reached fish & co, we acted as if we are angry with the dist we have to walk from taka to park mall and we were complaining and grumbling abt each other.. heee hee.. so in the end, we didn't get scolded for being late.. haha... But seriously, we were really tired by the time we reached the restaurant.. As usual, we were talking nonsense and crapping.. There were a lot of ppl celebrating their bdays in the restaurant and 1 of the group actually bought a special underwear for the bday boy.. Haha.. so we were shouting"wear it, wear it" from our table and he really did.. he even turned ard and showed us.. haha.. so funny!
We were taking pics outside fish & co.. for almost half an hour! OMG!! i really admire ourselves for that.... By the time i leave, it's 11pm..
Haiz.. the height discrepancies is jus too great.. No choice la.. They are too tall...













As usual, my dear friends trying to act cool here..












haha... i was supposed to be at white tangerine by that time.. As i couldn't get a cab, i took the NEL which is good la.. can save some money..
As usual, we were chatting and playing pictionary until J came... But she didn't play yday cuz she was too zonked out.. I explained the process of blood donation to CH and AP and they nearly freaked out.. haha.. So funny.. I think that guy is super good at drawng and guessing.. he really very good at it and he's knowledgeble.. Ap couldn't stant it anymore and asked him not to be so clever... ahaha.. I think it's us who is stupid not he clever lor.. by the end of the session, I am very zonked out too.... so tired.. I reached home ard 3am in the morning... Wah.. so sleepy...

As for today, i attend fid's wedding in the afternoon and when i came back, i finished the comics ting lent me and i took a nap.. Now i am doing the back up for my laptop! Oh my.. so l...o..n..g.... And my com is lagging now cuz of the trsf... I tink i got too many photos already.. Basically the HD is for the photos.. I cant afford to lose them if my laptop crash.. and i got so many impt stuff in my laptop, i will cry if it's all gone!
I am supposed to do the headins for the paper today and i am too lazy to do so.. I shall do that tmr.. so lazy of me.. haiz.. i keep procrastinating things.. Such a bad habit.. But leopard cant change it's spots.. too bad then!!

Ok... long story's over..

Pooh and Eeyore!

Yippee. Got my Pooh back from school today.. He has been accumulating dust in the staff room! and I finally can mend his hole in his errr.. backside!
haha.. Anyway, Pooh and Eeyore is happily sitting on my lap now.. so nice... happy!!

Nice sat...

Met AP at kovan today to get my shoes.. THough i was late but i can see that she can occupy herself with shopping.. Haha.. she already have 2 bags of stuff by the time i met her.. wow!! Impressive..

Well.. I think i shop better with particular ppl.. Cuz i bought lots of stuff yesterday.. Haha.. I got myself 2 t-shirts, 1 pair of shoes ( i was there to get only this pair of shoes!!!), 1 tube-top, 1 CD, Facial cleanser from body shop..

WE managed to get CH down for coffee too.. And AP is so funny, she wanna get CH down to buy blades!! DUH!! I think if u ask her to get the blades, i doubt she will come.. hee hee.. anyway, she came.. We wanted to go to MAc for coffee but i manage to see a cafe at the CC..
It's a Nice place.. There are games provided and live singing.. Not bad.. (BTW, i met Kelvin there.. Long time no see him siah.. Still the same..) We played a game of stacko and then we started on Pictionary.. Had a good laugh man!! It's so funny.. Now we know who's good at guessing and drawing...

Jo joined us halfway and well, though she says she not good at drawing, we still manage to guess it.. But hor, Jo, none of us there except CH is good in drawing leh... But we were playing for hours till the shop closes.. We had a fun time laughing, guessing and drawing... Think we can go there to destress ourselves.. Or next time, we will jus crash in CH's place.. hee hee...

Conclusion:
1) CH is the artist
2) AP is the guesser
3) Never let AP and Jo go toilet or anywhere on their own.. 2 路痴 doesn't help in directions..
Muahahaha.. I am mean..

P.S.: THanks alot AP for your Eeyore.. I love it!! I know why u bought a stuff toy for me, thanks for your concern and love... Muackz!!

Me and the Eeyore!! So cute!! Both of us!! haha..

I hugged him to sleep yesterday and i was carrying him all ard the house today.. Haha... He's so cuddly.. Tink I will bring my Pooh back tmr to keep Eeyore company... So nice...

有感而发

勉强是没有幸福的，既然落花有意，流水无情，那又何必恋恋不舍呢？是时候放开了... 有时候当朋友反而比较舒服、快乐。当情人时，你对对方会有更多的要求与束缚，这样一来，乐趣就会流失，那又何苦呢？如果到最后，不再是情人时，你不就失去了一个知心朋友吗？算起来，似乎不太划算。当朋友，有许多好处，你不会吃醋、猜疑甚至吵架！
朋友可以一生一世，情人不一定可以。
所以你的决定是什么？
决定放开，与他保持朋友关系是最好的选择。

Sunburnt!!

Chris ge ge showed me his new N70 hp at the dinner and i started taking pics with his hp!! Cool, i like the camera function.. Can self take pictures!! Wah.. I like it.. I will consider it the next time i buy a phone!! I simply love this function!! No more off screen shots!!!
This is one of the shots i took!! haha..

The lobster with the bride, Hong Yan..

IT has been a long time since i got sunburnt.. Yday I brought the netball gals out for friendly matches at Kallang.. Well, the sun is out and there's no shelter! Ahh... Under the sun for 4 hrs, wat do u tink will happen to my arms??!! Luckily i wore a sleeveless shirt.. haiz.. but the 2 tones is still very obvious.. When i went for the wedding dinner at night, people were asking wat happen to me? They say i look liked a cooked lobster and they know wat shirt i wore in the morning! Very funny! *&$(#@!# (grumblings) Thank you so much people! Anyway, for this wedding dinner emcee, i finally got an ang pow!! Yeah!! BUT, that doesn't mean i like being an emcee for wedding dinner!!!

Gruesome show..

Yeks.. Watched Final Destination 3 jus now.. Oh my.. Gross siah! Keep watching gross and gory shows this week.. First is Underworld and now this.. Eee...
Anyway, we went to Country Manna and had our lunch.. That place is empty!! And he said it's jus like we booked the whole place.. True la.. But a bit quiet lor and i cant talk or laugh too loudly.. hahaha...
After that we went to get the tickets.. I thot the cinema will be empty but well, seems like a lot of ppl also haven watched this show yet lor.. He said that the director is creative.. haha.. So many ways of dying.. hee hee.. I jus find the whole show bloody and gory.. I even shut my eyes for a few scenes... EEKS...
Hmmm.. but i didn't get my gift today.. Phew.. Luckily he haven buy yet, cuz he didn't drive today (cuz it's so near his hse!!! I am grumbling here...) so i cant leave the gift in his car.. I wont want to carry it ard too la.. Quite Awkward.. I tink he will try to get it the next time.. He has good memory as wat he claimed to be... So i gotta wait again for it.. Hmmm... Maybe it'll be another month before i can see the gift la... Haiz...

Going out later!!

YEah.. I am gg to watch Final Destination!! FINALLY!!! I will get my gift too.. heehee... So excited.. But of course, i am not so bad as to take advantage of him.. I got him a gift too..
But hor, i still wanna complain.. If he planned for the movie when it jus came out, i wouldn't have to travel so far jus to watch that movie lor!! Now FD only showing at a few places and at funny timings.. So in the end, we chose the place with a better timing, 3.45pm.. He's very pleased with the location and he keep saying that this place is good, PPL is good, food is good.. blah blah blah.. Of course it's good for him.. Cuz it's jus opp his hse! DUH!! THat's a plot!! He too lazy to go far.. argh.. Haiz.. No choice.. If we delay any longer, the show will be gone and i want my gift!! haha...

Went Blading again!! YEah!!

Yday was a busy day for me.. GG to sch in the morning to oversee the netball training and then went to meet AP and CH for KTV session (again.. hee hee.. Alot of times this mth). When i got home by 3pm, i went to take a nap be4 mtg them, jo n S for the blading session.. Jo asked me why are we mtg at 5.30.. It's so early.. Guess wat i said, I told her cuz everyone will be late.. Haha.. As expected.. We only managed to reach ECP @ 6.40pm.. Poor CH, she's supposed to be cycling but she was "forced" to "try out" blading.. She rented the blades and we went to ford road.. She was trying so hard but i could see that she is real scared of falling.. Hee.. IT is fun to be with them..
I was so hardworking.. I bladed from ford road back to the shop where CH rented her blades woh!! It's super far.. Haha.. And i was so tired by the end of it.. We had a super filling dinner after that.. And i think we put back more then we gave out.. haiz...

Quote for the day...

Your self-confidence may be put to the test, but if you remain adaptable and keep your sense of humor, you'll pass with flying colors. In fact, you may emerge from this trial with a stronger sense of worth.

Proud....

JJ drew real well and i particularly love one of his pictures.. So i suggested to him that i will write a poem for him.. I already composed 1 poem a week ago but i forgot to save it somewhere.. And JJ din keep the sms i sent him! Argh... So sad.. I lost the 1st poem i wrote (and with my bad memory, i forgot wat i wrote!!) So i wrote another poem last night... Haiz.. I still prefer the 1st one i wrote.... (The back of him is the present world and he's looking at his previous world.)

The Poem

昂首阔步，足不留。
蓦然回首，鬓如雪。
跨越时空，忆红颜。
已失千年，谁欲记？

Explaination of the poem (I found that it's too difficult to explain in english.. So i wrote it in chinese.. hee hee...)

他来自千年的古代，来时，他毫无眷恋牵挂。

在现代生活了一阵子，他才赫然发现自己始终放不下他世界里的人。

只是，现在的他，只有记忆陪着他。

他思念着某个人，可惜，他已不在她身边了。

已失去千年的恋情，谁还会记得，谁又会挂念呢？

Time Flies... But why am i grumbling?

I think being teachers, youth and time is sold to the school.. I feel that i am getting older by the day and I haven even accomplished anything.. None..
Term 1 is coming to an end with only 1 week left to the Mar hOls..
Hols?? Wat hols?? There is no such thing such as HOLIDAYS! It's time for teachers to attend courses and more courses, it's time for teachers to clear the work that we have been procrastinating since week 1, it's time for teachers to start setting the SA papers.. In short, it's time for teachers to do work that we don't have time to do during school term..
Yes ppl, i am grumbling here.. I don't why i am so grumpy today.. Dun ask me why... I always will laugh and start to talk crap when i am stressed up.. So the crappier i get, the more laughter u hear from me, you will know why.. But today i am extremely grumpy.. Even ppl who jus know me also found something wrong with me.. I am fine, friends.. I jus need to let my brain rest a while, but i know i cant...

My weekend is burnt again.. Tmr is the Parents Tea Party, Sunday is another tournament and a wedding dinner to attend.. I dun even have time to rest.. How to rest? I really wanna take a long rest ah!!

As the days go by, i really wonder if he forgot his promise.. I am thinking everyday : Did that fellow forget his promise?? Is he going to fulfil his promise?
I really hope he doesn't forget.. If he does, i will be very angry and very disappointed in him lor... Cuz i trust him so much.. So pls ah.. If u ever read this entry, don't u ever forget your promise ah.. You promised.. Promises are not meant to be broken, they are meant to be fulfilled! Remember that...

My fingers are aching!

I jus completed the writing of hanyu pinyin for the scriptures!! Ouch!! My finger hurts now!! It's a ten thousand word scripture(total 34 pages) and I manage to complete it within 3 days.. Impressive.. But mY fingers, hand and shoulders are hurting now.. So painful.. Jo say i am so kind.. BUt what to do when the ppl who ask u to do work is my brother's best friend and he's jus like an elder brother to me??!! Haiz.. Poor me!! Kana bullied by these so called "brother"! U can't turn them down and got to do the work for them!
Then another irritating thing, the other best friend of my brother(another so called "brother" la.. only know how to ask me to do work!) is getting married and he jus called me jus now!! Guess Wat??!! Haiz.. He asked me to be the emcee for his wedding!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!! IDIOT!!! LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME EAT THE WEDDING DINNER IN PEACE LAH!!
But hor, i very poor thing.. I can't say no.. AHHHHHH.....
WHY WHY WHY??!!! WHY MUST I DO ALL THESE STUFF??

Back from a long.... day

Wow.. Today is a long... day.. Began with going to West Grove Primary for the Karate tournament.. Really wonder why i agree to help out lor!! My goodness!! It's in Boon Lay leh!! But at least they pay us now to be officials.. haha.. But anyway, i know i had to do it lah even if it's free labour.. Karate is still my passion.. Though i dun train so often nowadays.. Hee.. Not that i am lazy but I am jus too busy to go down for training! But the events ran quite smoothly with not much of hitches.. I shall take it as a training for the coming AKF in March where there will be participants from other countries.. Think i will busier than..
After that, we, the liangshan group went for dinner at Bukit Batok.. Had a simple dinner and then talk nonsense there lor.. As usual! With this group of people, if we don't talk nonsense, it'll be very difficult...
I reached home around 10 and bathed.. And guess what!? Pei Pei called me and asked me out! EH??!! GO KTV? WITH CH??? EH?? Oh my.. THat's quite unusual.. I never knew CH go KTV.. haha.. But i din want to sleep so early tonight so i agreed instantly! And my sis whom is the KTV freak wanted to go too.. haha.. We called Jo but she refused to come down and join us.. So sad.. But nvm la, no choice, she lost her voice.. haiz..
Luckily, I won't be gg for blood donation tmr anymore.. If not, i think with my long day and the late night, i will faint after the donation! haha... So ppl, we will go for donation 2 weeks later ah.. Dun forget..
I jus hope that this dear friend of mine will not have anything on again la.. He's so busy and yet he still say he's free.. Haha.. But Ok la.. I won't blame u for sendin your brother off la.. It's really not your fault.. I was jus teasing u this afternoon.. I understand how busy you can get.. I really DO!!And it's a good thing that we cancelled the blood donation since the other 2 fellow can take a rest too.. We are real tired after the tournament lor..

P.S.: Haha.. Testing the colors now.. so idiotic!!

Quote for the day

Sometimes you have to take the leap,and build your wings on the way down.
-Kobi Yamada

Ｂｕｓｙ ｂｕｓｙ ｍｅ！！

I have been so busy for the past few days.. Total Defence Day, marking, packing of NE cupboard.. I wasn't in the best of moods this week cuz of some unhappiness.. I won't want to elaborate it more here.. I rather write all the bad things that happen in the sand and let the sea waves carry it away as far as it can...

I was in school till around 8pm on thursday and friday.. Jo was with me on thursday and before we left, P came in and was shocked to see us still around.. She even asked jokingly if we were abt to camp in school.. Haha.. Very funny!

Friday was the TTD assembly talk.. I was so sad that alvin din have enough time to give the full talk!! IT's such a waste!! HE had done such a great job! Most of the teachers and even the P told me that he's good but too bad that he didn't manage to do a full presentation! ARGH!!
But anyway, 1 big event down and 3 more to go! Gambatte!!

Actually i could have left earlier on friday, but cuz of that fellow i was meeting that day for dinner, i waited in school for him so that he can come and pick me up in school.. But in the end, he told me that he got a meeting and can we meet for supper instead? Hmmm.. well.. Ok.. Bo pian.. He picked me at ard 10plus and we went for supper at kovan.. We chatted till 1 plus in the morning before sending me back.. haha.. had a great time as he never fails to cheer me up.. Hee hee.. Most importantly, he promised to get something for me the next time we meet!! haha.. (but pls ah, ppl, he's not gg to get anything funny la.. jus something to make me happy only!! Hee hee.. And i am not gg to say wat it is!!! Oh ya, dun ask me who he is, i will not say and no, he's not my boyfriend or anything!! :p) haha.. I can't wait to see the stuff he will get me!!

Yesterday was so tiring as we had to go and recce Bishan Park again for this year's walk-jog run.. Hopefully with so many new people on the job, we can do an even better job than last year! We must improve on a lot of things and inject new things into it!!

Another arrow!

After the recce, the 3 of us went back to school to do work.. Well, i think we are sickos, workaholics!! can u imagine that we are so happy when Mr Poon announce that the school will close at 7pm?!!? I think we are all siao already!! So i managed to clear my P3 compos there and then and some of the books.. I even asked ting to come and help me to clear the NE stuff!! Phew!! However, the cupboards were so dusty that i am still having a sore nose now!

Ok.. Lazy to write any more things already.. I am still sniffing now and I hope to do some more work later... ARGH!!!!
Signing off for dinner now!!

P.S.: To PeiPei, I am so sorry that I can't attend your baptism today! I was real busy this weekend.. Anyway, Congratulations on your baptism!! Hugz..

也许，或许，有可能？

恶作剧之吻
我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔得清晰
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜
有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧


也许我已陷入了你温柔的眼里，
或许你已习惯了我任性的要求，
我们有可能一起走我们的未来的人生吗？

Quotes for days

Want a better life? It's actually a pretty straightforward process. Learn to recognize your own skills and talents and believe that everything and everyone you encounter is a step on your road to good fortune.

As long as you’re going to be thinking anyway,
THINK BIG.
-Donald Trump

We must have the courage to allow a little disorder in our lives.
-Ben Weininger

欧阳修《生查子 元夕》

去年元夜时，花市灯如昼。月上柳梢头，人约黄昏后。
今年元夜时，月与灯依旧。不见去年人，泪湿春衫袖。

献给你的！我的最佳排挡！

如果你不再出现
我的世界
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验
什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

也许你觉得天空是灰色的，
也许你觉得心里是下着雨的，
也许你觉得自己是感情的失败者，
也许你觉得自己不值得别人来爱，
也许....
这么多的也许，
使得你的心被蒙上了一层抹不去的忧伤...
看见你那悠悠寡欢的脸庞，
我也在
为你悲伤着，
为你着急着...
你
值得别人来爱！
你
有权利选择让自己快乐！
你
善良可爱！
你
乐于助人！
你
比玫瑰漂亮！
你
是我生命中
不可或缺，闪亮的星星！
也许这颗星星被云遮住了，
但是，我相信，这只是暂时的，
在不久的将来，你会再为周遭的人绽放光芒！

在此，送你这一首歌！

好人有好抱
公主别哭肿大眼睛
悲痛太不流行
浪费美丽
分手像搭乘滑翔翼
飘过风里云里
降落草地
都曾努力
别全否定
他并不是不爱你
是更爱随兴
woo baby baby babybaby baby baby
回忆太吵你睡不着
把我当沙发靠一靠
好人有好抱
是天使就会被爱找到
woo baby baby babybaby baby baby
不能阻止所有风暴
但我们会背着你逃
好人有好抱
你会有浪漫又可靠的拥抱
你会被羡幕的抱抱
山顶看灯火看繁星
就算漆黑夜里
也有美丽
想成长的人会剪辑
爱的眉眼背影
记念回忆
幸福会抱著你吵闹微笑

Brain dead....

I stepped out of the lift today and walked along the corridor.. "wow, they changed their gate ah?" As i walked on, I told myself "Eh, how come the govt so kind as to change the gates of the houses? Maybe my house gate will also change too??" When i almost reached my house, i had a surprise! Wow!! My house's gate also changed! But hmmm, how come the interior is different too???!! Then, it dawned on me.. I was on the 6th storey... No wonder everything looks different, from the view out to the next block to the corridor...
I really felt like a gong gong...

Wacky people on the loose!!!

A normal, sane group pic..

The following pictures may be offensive and disgusting to others..

People with heart problems or pregnant women are strongly advised against viewing the following pictures...

Any similarities to the living or dead (humans or animals; women, men or neither here nor there) are strictly unintentional.....

I AM THE MUSCLE MAN!!

Dun play play ah! Look who's the boss here!!!

Chinatown Ah PEks!! Wat's up with the chopsticks??!!

(No offence to the true blue chinatowners!!)

We are the "pinky Blues"... ~~lame~~

Check out the new boy band group "Lamos!"

Wow... Wat's that on the lamp??!!

It's fun to hang out with this group la.. We are the "Liangshan Brothers" and yes, i am the leader of the pack! haha.. IT's an unlucky thing..

Luckily Waraku didn't put us on the blacklist.. We were so super duper noisy!

Happy Birthday!!

My Grand-niece, Shania!

Went to Downtown today to celebrate Shania's BD.. Shang was there too as his army frenz organised a chalet too.. Such a coincidence, he's jus 2 doors away.. haha.. But when i told him to get some BBQ food for me, he refused.. So kiam.. Humpf..
Well, since now is the CNY, gambling seems to be the thing to do.. But I lost today la.. Haiz.. SO sad.. Before shang left, I asked him to come in and play but he refused.. He helped to see the cards only but hor, haiz, he's as suay as me.. I still lost..
In the end, he gotta take cab home.. Haha..
My family thot that he's my boyfriend lor.. haha.. Er sao asked me if he's my bf.. Well, nope.. We expected them to think that way one lah.. But to us, it's ok..

ANyway, I am the first one to wish him happy birthday!! haha.. On the strike of 12, i wished him personally!! haha.. So happy.. Then later i will be mtg him and the rest.. Going to Waruku to eat.. Yummy.. Sharon brought me there once.. Nice jap food.. Hee hee..

P.S.: Shang, your present is not from the pasar malam hor! I got some class ok?! It's the same brand as Jiajun's one.. I am not that cheapskate lor and there's so many ppl sharing for your present!! How can buy cheapo stuff???!!!

Vainpot

I realise that I 'm getting vainer by the day.. haha.. This month, i bought so much cosmetics that i wonder why am i doing this?? Hmmm.. I really don't know.. Today I went out with Pei pei and i bought mascara and foundation.. I jus bought a new mascara 2 months ago and I really think I shouldn't get this new one.. But hor, this new one should be better cuz it'll make my lashes longer.. However, i will not wear make up to school cuz it's too troublesome le!! haha..
Ice said I should work on my makeup techniques.. I think so too!!
This weekend will be so busy for me!! Tmr is my grand-niece's birthday and i will be gg to downtown east to celebrate.. Sun i need to go to Meizhen's hse, then to meet my "Liangshan" ppl for lunch to celebrate Shang and Jiajun's birthdays and after which go for training in the evening.. Where got time to do other things??!! Die lah!!!!

Quote for today

There are always choices;
even not choosing is a choice.
Spiritual practice is to always try to choose the kinder and wiser choice.

思念着你的我

思念

会侵蚀心灵

会令人陷入痛苦

会令人哭泣

在人多时，我会思念你。

在夜深人静时，思念更加剧烈。

每逢佳节倍思亲，这是现在的心情写照。

我很后悔，为什么从来都没跟你说，你对我有多重要，我很爱很爱你，

为什么我在言行举止上，从来未曾表现出我对你有多么地尊敬，多么地心疼你。

我的手，始终留着你紧紧握着我的手的温度
我的眼，始终留着你那慈祥溺爱我的脸庞
我的心，始终留着你对我深深的教诲

记得你还在医院时，每当我离去时，你那渴望我留下的眼神，我的心会被你那眼神揪紧着。

你离开前的那一晚，我怎么没有留久一点？我怎么能在你离开前的最后一晚，还与朋友去玩乐？我怎么能？怎么能？

做了这么多明知不可为而为之的事，你会原谅我吗？你会的，我知道你一定会的。

因为，你是我伟大的妈妈。

~~眼泪好咸，好烫，
烫伤了我的眼，我的心...~~

团圆饭

什么是团圆饭？

那是一家人开开心心地在饭桌前吃着一顿美味的佳肴...

饭后，一家人坐在客厅里天南地北地聊着，也许看看电视。

一家人有说有笑地。

那是一份简单、平凡的快乐，但是这只仅限于别人的家庭。

团圆饭已失去了它应有的意义了。

没有意义的东西，为什么还要勉强地保留着呢？

为什么要那么辛苦呢？这又何苦呢？

My Camera is back with a VENGENCE!! MUahaha..

Hahaha.. My camera's back! Yippeee... Luckily my brother in law is free to go down to anson road for me.. If not, with that opening hours of NIkon, I think i can't even get my camera before CNY! Anyway, I brought my camera to school and took pics already! haha.. But of course, with me and jo so busy with the CNY celebration, we din really take a lot of pics until the end of the day.. haiz.. so sad..

First Pic with the First Guy in oUr School.. Thorn Among the Roses!

Having a reunion lunch in the staff room!

Anyway, the day has ended.. Post mortem of the show we put up, both Jo and me thinks that we didn't do very well for the presentation today.. The kids wasn't paying attention, they didn't respond very well, PA system sucks, either one of us forgetting to click the PowerPoint slides for either party. Haiz.. Jo said that she felt like throwing the mike and walk off... I had the same feeling too lor.. We both felt like fools at that point of time..

Now i m gg for reunion lunch.. Till next time... 新年快乐！祝大家心想事成，幸福快乐！

Quotes of the day

The thing you fear most has no power.
Your fear of it is what has the power.
Facing the truth really will set you free.

Creativity is something that needs to be used in all walks of life.
So rather than thinking you're not a creative person because you don't draw or write poems,
see how you can use creativity in a more holistic way.

I M A BIG BLUR SOTONG!!! Make myself so busy today!!

My day started with me bringing my dad for his checkup at SGH in the morning.. In the train, I received a msg from Shirley saying tat she wanted to meet me in the afternoon.. Somehow, I thot she meant mtg tmr.. So i was happily confirming the time with her..
After the checkup, I wanted to donate blood at HSA but there was too many ppl so i decided to book a date and ask more ppl to come with me after CNY!! Haha.. So i told Jiahui that we will meet at Mount Alvernia to visit Ping and her newborn.. So i took a cab down to Mount Alvernia.. Saw Ping and the baby.. Oh.. How adorable and angelic she is.. CUte.. I only stayed in the room for less than 5 mins when Jiayi told me to go for lunch with them.. Haiz.. Then while on the way to AMK, Shirley msged me and told me that she's 1 stop away from Dolby Ghuat!!!! WAT!!??? Why is she on the way there??!!! Argh.. Reason being, I was supposed to meet her today, not tmr!! OOPS!! Yaya.. I became the laughing stock lor.. So i rushed down from AMK to PS again.. 1 big round!
Well, obviously i was laughed at by Shir lah.. wat else? After lunch, we went shop shop ard for her niece's present.. Wah.. Kids these days, pencil case also must be branded.. Roxy.. Wow.. Sad to say, we got to travel to city link to get that specific pencil case cuz Heeren had no more stock..
Well, at this point of time, i was still trying to confirm the time to meet up with sin.. Oh my.. When he said 8pm, i was like, okie.. that's a good timing, i can still walk ard with Shir.. Cuz i felt quite bad leaving her so early.. She introduced me to a place to drink tea.. Oh my goodness!! That place is super expensive!! The V Tea Place at Esplanade..When u order a slice of cake, they will intro u to the tea that goes well with it.. Well, I m not a tea person.. Din really taste the diff.. But the cake is special with beer.. Ahem.. BTW, that slice of cake cost $15 and that pot of tea cost $17 plus.. So our bill came up to abt $50 plus.. Gulpz.. Well, I have a discount voucher for that place, if u are interested, u can get it from me.. haha.. Shir will be coming tmr to my place to look at my photo albums and dl songs from my cds to her laptop.. Clever gal huh!!
Ok.. Last person to meet for today is sin.. Haiz.. Got to return him the money for the YEP.. Yaya, why so late then i pay him?? It's not my fault.. Blame him!! Well, I really must thank him for driving... I m dead tired from all the travelling!! Super super tired!! I was so elated when he told me to meet him at the taxi stand at AMK!! The dinner was good.. And we went to Bliss after dinner.. I asked Judy to join us but she didn't la.. Tink she wanna go Vernon's hse and rot! haha.. Anyway, sin, thanks for the advice and support.. I tink i really need these now..

Ok.. This is how i spent my Sat!! I m supposed to mark my books lor!! Oh my!!! So how much marking did i do today??!! NIL!!! ARGH!! Gotta do it fast tmr morn before Shir comes.. ARGH!! And from the looks of it, I wont be able to go down for training tmr evening again.. Oh no.. Shang's gonna start grumbling again.. OOPS.. haha.. Okie.. Will try to make it for the Thurs one!! I will try my best!!! ~~KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED!~~

Decided to escape from sch!!

haha.. today is friday and i will be meeting Liyan today!! Yippee.. Actually i was jus wondering if i can make it for the appointment at 5.30.. Haiz.. With my record, i think going home to change and bathe is quite impossible! However, haha.. Lucily sharon decided to go home at 4pm.. I hitched a ride from her and lugged all my markings home!! Yippee..
Managed to bathe and catch a cab down to orchard.. Went for sushi tei at taka and i introduced all the good food to Liyan.. Glad that she liked the food there.. I simply enjoy talking to her.. We even took a lot of pics and when Eric came, he helped us to take some nice nice pics.. Really missed the time we had in NIE.. I miss u, LIYAN!! Love yr laughter and silly jokes.. haha..
I was so tempted to go home in a cab but i told myself that i must save money lah.. So I walked to NEL.. Guess who i met! AIPEI!! And she of all things, must scream "MINMIN" in the packed cabin! SO PAI SEH!! But well, i wasn't that soft either lah.. Hee hee.. Well, from the look in her eyes, i know what she wanna say! haha.. My top is too low cut.. She was laughing and giving that look! haha.. Well, she says she will write something in her blog regarding my top.. Haha.. Guess i know wat she wanna say le lah..

Quote for today

Use what talent you possess: the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang best.

Henry Van Dyke

Zhicong's Wedding

My secondary classmate got married yesterday!! He's the first one in my group to get married.. Well, the rest of them are getting married or ROM soon la.. haiz.. Not like me, 八字的那一撇都还没开始写呢！haha.. But yesterday was fun lah.. First thing I did was to write a script (in mandarin) for Zhicong to read out during the dinner.. Hee hee.. I tried to write very mushy stuff la, but as hard as i try, there's a limit.. CUz i can't take it also.. haha..

Me brainstorming in the room!



















Montage started and i saw myself in some pictures, we are all stunned at the young us in the secondary school days..
Alvin wanted me to be his emcee for his wedding too!! Oh my! I told them to leave me to eat wedding dinner in peace!! But anyway, i think if they ask, I dun think i can decline to help..

我的相机坏了！

我的相机坏了！昨天，我突然发现相继完全不能开了！啊！我的天啊！怎么会这样呢？我特地买了另一个电池，结果还是一样！完了！我必须把相机拿到红山那一带修理啊！

Quote for today

We either make ourselves happy or miserable. The amount of work is the same.

-Carlos Castaneda

First Day Of School

Well, this is the first yr in OLGC that i am in morning session!! WOw.. i am so happy.. Michelle asked me if i am always so perky in the morning.. well, i m happy that i am in morning session!! I can't stand floating... Argh.. So i m thankful that i am off the hook this year! haha.. Anyway, today is a mad frenzy.. I am always feeling lost.. hmm.. let's hope the days will get better as the days pass..
Today I was supposed to meet Zhicong and Alvin at 3pm to discuss the wedding this Sunday. However, i had to postpone the time to 4.30pm.. Haiz.. But guess what, i only manage to leave school at 4.40pm.. GREAT! I am super late! Haha.. Luckily these 2 fellows didn't kill me.. OopS..

It's interesting to hear how they feel about their relationship with their other one. Zhicong was saying that as the girl upgrade the status from fren to girlfriend to wife, the expectations upgraded too, just like a package. However, the guy will not be able to meet up with the expectations and then the girl will say that he don't love her as much as before or she will start to complain about the difference.. It is like jumping high jump, once u cross a certain height, the girl will start to raise the pole and it gets higher and higher till one day, the guy will not be able to jump over.. Interesting analogy..
Alvin said this, " I might be super, i am a man, BUT, I am not SUPERMAN!" haha..
I presented my own theory, woman and man have different expectations and are on different grounds once they are married.. During courtship, woman and man base their relationship on LOVE.. After marriage, woman still base the relationship on LOVE, however, man base it on RESPONSIBILTY.. This is where they start to have disagreement and wives start to complain..
I enjoyed talking to them, it's good to know how the man feels when they are in a relationship and cuz i am not their other part, i find their theories and insights funny and interesting. Haha..

There are alot of books and GURUs telling us all about Love and relationship between man and woman.. However, there is no right and wrong answers.. HUMANS.. we are just PLAIN IRRITATING.. We can't get what we want and we will start to complain..

P.S.: SKF stands for Singapore Karate-do Federation

A new Year, A new Beginning??

Well.. I don't think so.. I think a new beginning can happen anytime and anywhere.. Not neccessarily be done in a nEw year.. For me, I don't have any new year resolution.. Cuz i don't believe in it.. I will not keep to the resolution.. hee hee.. So i will set targets along the way of my life but still keep the options open and mind flexible.. Good and bad i will say.. Good that i will be flexible and adapt to changes but bad in the sense that i might change too often that i will lose focus on what i am doing. This year will be a challenging year and i do hope i can do my work well and good.. I will try my best to be more "on" and hardworking rather than sitting on stuff.. haha.. that's the reason why i am at home now.. I had to complete an online course and i HAD completed it.. I guess.. haha.. ANyway, the next 2 things on my list is typing out the NE targets and lessonplan for this week.. I will do it right after this entry.. I will do it!!

SKF Dinner

Went for the SKF dinner on the 30th, saw alot of old karate-ka frenz at the dinner.. And as usual, Ice, Judy and me are the ones moving ard and saying hi to senseis and members of the other karate clubs. So sad that Jiajun had to sit with the SKF squad and not with us.. But luckily, he did come over alot of times and we took lots of pics with him too.. I enjoyed the dinner so much.. Makes me feel that i am back to the good old days when i trained karate..

They invited James Wong and we took pictures with him.. He's very friendly and very TALL!! Just like JJ and shang.. When we took pics with him, we can't even block him and JJ at all!! haha..

Sensei Chia is looking better and more handsome now.. Seems like retirement from school is doing him lots of good!! haha..

After the dinner, Jiajun, Terence, judy, ice and me went to serangoon gardens to have some coffee.. Jackie and 师姐 joined us too.. We talked till 2am in the morning before going home. haha.. poor Ice.. She gotta send JJ, Terence and Judy home first..

King Kong and Narnia

I watched king kong with Chok Sin last night and i think the show is good. I think the show started slowly in the beginning and it's quite boring.. However, the show gets real exciting at the "neverland" where prehistoric animals and humans still remains. King kong is such an interesting animal. Till now, i think no one knows why he's so infatuated with that girl. There was 1 particular part that makes me cringe.. The part where a big slug (i think it's a slug, not very sure what it is lah) is eating up the man! ARGH!! Disgusting!! I hate slugs, it reminds me of maggots ( I go weak when i see maggots). Haha.. I think he saw me cringe and he told me not to look at the scene..
Anyway, the whole show is very long and i think it's so straining on the backside! haha..
After that, we had our late dinner(or supper) and we exchanged the gifts. haha.. He didn't manage to guess what i bought for him!! Hee hee.. I like the cute drinking glasses he got me, but i don't think i will use it cuz it's small and i dun wanna break it either..

Met up with the 3 babes today and we went to watch Narnia at AMK.. haha.. 2 shows in a row.. But i think Narnia is good too! The scenes are beautiful and i simply love magical stuff!! The unicorn, fawns, witch.. Aslam(the lion) is simply magnificient!! I will definitely want to watch it again if my brother buys the dvd.. Fantastic show! After which, we went to Denise house to see Max and Lilo and we exchange gifts after that.

Xmas coming!

wOW... Today's 23rd already and Xmas is round the corner!! Wow!! Well, with the steps of Xmas coming soon, that means school will open soon too!! Haha.. Well, let me enjoy the festive first lah! hee hee.. I went for pedicure today and Auntie Sonia did a great job! I will be out to Uncle Tan's house then to Shuping's hse after that.. Think i will be there for to almost midnight ba..
Then on the 25th, I will be at Simon kor kor's hse! Actually i am not that excited about gg there in the beginning, but yesterday i heard from Ah boy kor kor that he will be proposing to Germaine jie jie on that day!!! WAH!!!! Haha.. He already prepared 100 roses and the ring for the big thing! haha.. I am now super excited and waiting to see him do that!! haha... Brave of him right? haha.. But I wanted someone to come out with me on that day but then that someone is not free to come out, though i am disappointed but i will not say it.. hee hee.. cuz i am meeting that someone on another day le... haha..

Well, in case i have no time to write any entries during xmas.. I will now wish everyone who's reading this,

A MERRY XMAS!!! Enjoy this holiday season and be happy!!

Phew.. Finally finished the shoes...

Wow.. No zoo today and thus me and peipei went to Compass Point for lunch and then shop shop around.. So came home early and I had time to do the 3 pairs of shoes!
Well, I really have no inspiration to do the shoes and therefore, i tink i didn't do a very good job.. So sad.. The first pair is mine and quite worn out already.. and the yellow one is for my niece, followed by the pair for judy and finally, the purple one is my new pair! haha.. Didn't do much painting this time round cuz i am lazy, so i jus pin the flowers on lor.. Lazy Lazy fellow!! haha...

Rebonded my hair today!

haha.. Dearest Pei pei had cramps today and she cant go to the zoo.. So sadly, our zoo trip is cancelled.. I was very disappointed but obviously i won't want to go to the Zoo with a sick fellow.. So too bad lah.. We had to postpone our trip..
So instead of the Zoo, I went to rebond my hair today!! haha.. Wanted to do the coloring too but the hairdresser said that my hair's condition is not that good to take the harsh chemicals.. So.. Too bad... I can only rebond my hair..
I feel so sorry for Violet, she must be having muscle aches tonight.. haha.. My hair is so thick that I spent 6 hrs plus in the salon today!! Oh MY GOodness!!! I am seriously having stiff neck now and my butt hurts! haha..

And err.. I think i will not be writing the YEP entries le.. haha.. too lazy... haha..

Sleepy..

Okie.. now i am waiting for the trsf to be done and i can go to sleep.. I am so.. tired now!! But still, i am excited abt gg to the zoo tmr.. err.. no, it's today.. Hee hee.. Went out with Ivy, Jo and Denise in the noon and talked with them.. haha.. we were trying so hard to get Ivy to come back to OLGC.. She's now trying to find out which is the better choice for her..
After that, i rushed home to change and met Yupeng for dinner.. Well.. It's bad of me to be late lah.. Changed the time and yet i am late.. Haiz... Feel so sorry.. But anyway, thanks for the dinner and I guess he didn't have his fill lah.. Serving too small.. OOps.. But I had an enjoyable evening at bliss.. Hope he did too.. haha.. I didn't know or i forgotten that he stayed in Jurong, if i knew or remembered, i will meet him in town instead.. Haiz.. Okie.. When we will meet next time, i shall suggest town then.. hee hee..

UV Moments - 3rd dec

Day 3
We had a lunch with the teachers and principal of the school.. All of them were very friendly and we had a nice time chatting.. After lunch, we went to the school and we played some games with the students.. Musical Chairs.. to the kids there, it was something new and fun..

Day 4
It's a super busy day for us today..
Bright and early in the morning, we went to the school to help them clean the classrooms.. Me and mich were busy with other things ( i can't remember wat we were busy with but i know we didn't help much with the cleaning!! haha..) They had a hard time cleaning cuz of all the debris and we didn't have much cleaning equipment.. Kids in singapore, do be grateful for wat u have in the classrooms..
Before and After the cleaning...

Next is the commune tour and cultural exchange... So right after cleaning, we had to go back to take shower and get ready for the singing.. To the UV LIGHTers, this is the first time they encounter how much the Vietnamese LOVE Singing.. haha.. The villagers were singing and singing that we had to perform some songs for them too.. Cuz they have no entertainment, they are very good at singing and dancing.. Having said that, u can imagine how embarassed we were when we couldn't really sing and dance... haiz..

After lunch, we stopped by a stall and had sua chua(yoghurt).. My goodness, I really miss the sua chua there!!! Yummy!!

Then, we went to CEES to meet up with a group of University students from Vietnam Uni.. They are there for a camp and tonight is their campfire.. As usual, they wowed us with singing and dancing... haha.. And we had a mini fashion show of our cultural costumes..

After a long day, we went back to the hotel and we prepared a surprise for Mingyew, our birthday boy!!! We gave him roses and sang him birthday song..

My handwriting analysis!!

haha.. this is fun.. Accurate siah! Especially accurate are the ones in bold.. haha.. Fun fun fun!! If u want to join in the fun, go to this website.. http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

******* The Analysis Starts Here *******
The spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Jaz has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Jaz fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Jaz has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Jaz is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Jaz would like to leave the past behind and move on.

Jaz has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Jaz is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Jaz's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jaz that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jaz also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jaz is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jaz's self-concept is artificially low. Jaz will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jaz to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Jaz is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

In reference to Jaz's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jaz slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jaz can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jaz will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Jaz will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Jaz believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Jaz is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Jaz will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Jaz an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Jaz is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Jaz is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jaz doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

UV moments - Dec 2 2004

Our restaurant and the cute puppies.. haha.. Didn't really do much in day 2 except to bring the group to the market place to get our drinking water and let them buy some tidbits (if they want to).. Then we went through meetings and welcome speeches.. We went for a day tour in the school and they had a good time playing with the adorable students of the school whilst Mich and me had to sit down with the principal and vice principals..
Thanh really found a great place for dinner, it's restaurant within walking distance from our hotel.. It's owned by a family and they sleep at the first storey whilst the second storey is the place for eating.. They have their own farm and they get the vegetables fresh from the farm..
Mich and I decided that this place shall be our daily breakfast and dinner place as the food is good, cheap and the owners just make the food to our liking! haha..
And I simply loved the stray dogs there.. The puppies are so cute!! Though cute, but we are always worried for them (well, vietnamese do eat dog meat!) cuz we are worried that the number of puppies might jus decrease!! Thank goodness, they are still alive and happy till the day we left!

I am gg to relive the YEP trip last year... haha..

Since i am not gg to Vietnam this yr, I am gg to write the journal entries now.. It's gonna be late by a year.. haha... And I think I can't remember most of the feelings i had last yr but i am still gg to write the daily itinery of the VN trip.. hee hee..

Transporting myself back to 2004......

Dec 1
In the wee hours of the morning, the UV LIGHTers reached the airport bright and cheery.. Anxious about the trip to VN and they were all excited to see the children there.. Michelle and I were busy with the checking in of the luggages..
Judy was so Excited cuz this is her first time on the plane..
Upon the arrival, we were shocked to see 2 groups of ppl coming to fetch us in the airport.. PPL from the Youth Hotel and translators sent by Ms Van.. Hmm.. After discussion, Mich and I decided to pay the translators and their transport and we will take the transport provided by Youth Hotel (since we know them better)..
On the bus, Anh was entertaining us with his lame jokes and he also introduced us to the history and culture of VN..
Since our translator is from Trekking Travel too, we left all of our luggages in the hotel and we brought them ard the Old Quarters to let them get the daily neccessities.. And of course, how could we forget to let them try the famous rice ice cream??!! hee hee.. Eating ice cream in winter is a unforgetable experience!
At ard evening time, Thanh, our translator for the trip appeared.. Well, haha.. He's cute siah! haha..
We loaded our luggages on the bus and left Youth Hotel to Ba Trai..
The hotel in Ba Trai is fantastic!! It's so beautiful!! Oh my.. The night sky is lined with so many stars.. However, the food there sucks and it's too expensive.. Told Thanh to help us source for better food for the next 12 days.. Which he really did..
Good nite..

Jiajun, you did Us Proud!!

Hee hee.. I went to the airport to welcome JJ back from SEA Games today.. Ice is supposed to come too but cuz she was stopped by her dad and so judy had to rush down on her own.. Saw a lot of ppl who were also there to welcome them back.. While waiting, my heart was thumping away, i was very excited and i don't know why.. I know JJ could have done better than just a bronze but somehow, i am still very happy for him.. I couldn't wait to see him!! hee hee.. Now i know how the fans felt when they were waiting for their idols(not that JJ is my idol, but i jus dun know how to describe that kind of feeling..) haha..
I saw them i saw them!! haha.. Sensei Chia and Jiajun!! He's carrying that err.. bird.. (well, JJ just told me that it's an eagle!)
Judy and me gave sensei chia and sensei richard a big hug!! They are beaming with pride and smiling so happily! Some of the ppl had tears in their eyes.. Guess they were too touched that karate got 2 bronzes or are they sad that we couldn't get more?? hee hee..

Check out the Pictures on the Teamsingapore website!! http://www.teamsingapore.com.sg/publish/teamsingapore/en/games/sea/2005/manila/photos/karate.html

P.S.: N on the other hand, I met some relatives of mine at the airport too.. My cousin (maternal) and her family.. Her younger son is in the young lions team and she is welcoming him back too.. Wow.. Ok.. I saw his elder son who is a air steward with SIA.. Wow.. And haha.. I remembering playing with them when i was young.. hmmm.. And the older son is older than me.. But.. He got to call me "AUNTIE"!! ~~Gulpz~~ Actually i should have gotten used to it.. But somehow, it still gives me a funny feeling.. haha..

I AM BROKE!!!

GREAT!! FANTASTIC!!! Frenz.. Pls dun ask me OUT!!! PLS PLS PLS LET ME ROT AT HOME!!!

I, Jasmine KOh, of iambadatsaving hereby declare that I am OFFICIALLY BROKE FOR THE MONTH TILL THE 12TH OF DECEMBER..

Haha.. I am really broke... Survive on ard $100 or less till the next pay day siah!! haha..

Frenz, once again, i appeal to u all, pls DUN ASK ME OUT!!

Signing off,
Jasmine
the pathetic fellow...

Thinking of Planning another gathering for the UV LIGHTers..

Hmm.. I wonder if I should plan another gathering for UV LIGHTers cuz the 3 young men are gg into NS soon.. But i cant remember the exact date leh.. If I wanna plan, it better be fast.. BUT I REALLY dun know where to go leh?? hmm.. If another gathering at ECP, i think they will faint leh.. Then where leh?? WHERE??? haiz...
Think jasmine think!!!

Disqualified from SEA GAMES??!!

OH MY GOD!!! I am so darn sad now!!! HEard that Jiajun got disqualified from his event this morning and now, the latest is that he is disqualified for all his events which includes the open cat tmr!!! ARGH!!! Wat's wrong?? Wat did he do?? Judy said the news is that he did an illegal hit.. But wat illegal hit did he do to justify for a disqualification to both his events?? Oh my.. I can imagine how sad, disappointed and devastated he is now.. Sensei will sure be scolding him now! Oh.. Poor Jiajun.. I just hope that Sensei will be able to talk to the organizers and allow him to fight tmr! He's a gold medalist hopeful for karate!!!
OH MY!!! I am so........... disappointed and sad!!!

Jiajun, dun worry.. Even if you didn't win anything or wat, we are still your frenz and we will stand behind u all the way!!!! U can still do it in the next SEA GAMES!! Dun be discouraged, ok?

Guna's wedding..

jus got back from Guna's wedding today.. this is the first time i attended an Indian Wedding.. well. i must say Guna is so gorgeous!! WOw.. the wedding gown is so..... nice.. hee hee.. And as usual, me and jo is crazy abt taking pics so much so that i think denise and sharon is gg crazy already!! haha..
BTW, i am glad that someone who told me she dun want to take pics today finally took some pics with me.. Now then i realized that this fellow is afraid of me posting her pic up on the blog! haha.. okie.. Fine.. No worries dear, i promised u that i wont post it here, i wont do it.. haha..
Got to go sleep now.. hee hee. still gotta go to school tmr to finish up the Roving DV stuff.. haiz.. poor me!! aren't it supposed to be hols now??!!
P.S.: N some ppl jus dun know how to reply my msgs!! Gonna send a threat sms out le!!! ha ha ha..

Hols is here but why am i not happy?

I am so sad that the hols are here.. Cuz I still cant jump out from the fact that i cant go to VN, dun ask me why am i so adamant on gg over.. Pls dun... ANyway, i am trying hard to get over this thing.. hee hee.. Tung had consoled me so many times and I think i better stop harping over this thing.. Ok... So now, if i am not going anywhere, which is quite possible cuz i asked someone who's not that good in memory to plan.. And therefore, there's a 90% chance that i wont go anywhere this hols.. The good thing is, i can stay in singapore and rot(plus save money!).. And i can do stuff which i couldn't finish during school term.. Like say, my cross stitch (doing for the past 7-8 years), read the books in my book shelf, pick up a new skill etc etc....

Let's see what I can do for this hols.. hee hee..

OLGC Amazing Race

Wow.. Woke up bright and early for the OLGC Amazing Race today.. It started off at 7.30am sharp from school and we had to search for clue.. 1st stop was the bird at UOB centre.. Got to BK and found Mr Poon having his morning break there.. Had to gulp down a regular cup of sprite and a cheeseburger early in the morning! Then got to National Library to look out for books! But Voila! it's not opened yet and ms tan gave us some instructions on the spot but she really caused us to lose the lead.. Next stop was to bishan to buy some stuff at NTUC with the least amt of money.. haha.. THen when we got to mrs tay, the next clue told us to get a flower for mrs sim! Argh.. go back to NTUC again! Haiz.. Lost our lead like that.. seems like it's better not to be in the lead all the way.. will lose in the end.. haha.. We came in third as we really lose some time looking for flowers.. But anyway, it was fun and we had our lunch at grassroots club..
But, it's such a dread to have our committee mtg after that! SOB.. so tired le but still have to meet! And after the NE mtg, i know i will be in for a "good" time next yr... haha... Amitabha.. wo fo ci bei!

P.S.: I think i am very suay today.. My neighbour's gate was not closed properly and when i walked past her hse, her dog came running out and it bit me! IdiotZ! Ppl asked me to see the doc and get a jab for it.. But the doc said that there haven been a case of rabies in the past 20 yrs and since there's no open wound, i would be fine.. haha.. Waste of time and money! 20 bucks gone! Shucks!!

Quote of the day

To watch others' weakness is to collect trash in our minds.
Most people can see others' weakness, but not their own trash.

Dinner at SUSHI TEI

Judy with her cute hairdo done up by ICE!


Yesterday was my late birthday dinner with Ice and Judy.. Met up with Ice at Paragon Sushi Tei and had such a full dinner! My goodness! Cant imagine that we actually can finish so much food! 3 women with whole table of food.. and we spent $118 on that meal alone!! WAH!! Dun know why we order so much also.. ~Gulpz~
And we saw wang jian fu and he's sitting behind us.. haiz.. then when we wanted to take pic, we had to sit on the other side so that he wont think that we are trying to capture him into the pic... haha.. ANyway, the picture taking is really stupid lor.. We laughed like siao cha bo.. haha.. And ice keep wanting to take stupid pics.. haiz.. take so many pics but all not nice..
After dinner, we wanted to chill out at Mandarin Hotel but the place was fully occupied!(and their service SUCKS! Maybe our dressing too casual! CHey!) So we went to sing KTV.. haha.. Judy was not that happy with that idea... But no choice wat, no place to go le.. I think we din really sing much cuz most of the time we are listening to songs and Ice trying to style our hair.. So we sang till ard 3am in the morning and judy is already abt to go to her dreamland le.. haha..

No more harry porter tmr..

Haiz.. so sad.. Wanted to go and watch harry porter tmr with that 3 tall freaks tmr! But jus now Jiajun says that shang is not free tmr and therefore the show is cancelled!! ARGH!! Then JJ is going for SEA Games on thursday liao! So gotto wait for him to come back before we can go and watch! Haiz.. Everytime say i am the troublesome one! Now who's the TROUBLESOME ONE!!?? Hee hee.. If shang sees this, he sure got something to say le! haha.. Hmm.. Ok.. say something good here.. Shang, you have always been a great fren! really.. You and the other 2 always got to bear with my grievances, "beatings" and temper, thank you so much!

ANyway, i must say this again!! Jiajun, all the best in the SEA GAMES!! If you come back with a GOLD, i will buy you the best dinner.. Silver will be a good lunch and bronze ah.. err... an ok lunch! (haha.. but not mac la.. i am not that cheapskate like some ppl!! haha..)

Last dAy of Sch!!

Yippee!! today is the LAst day of Sch.. And I had wanted to try to clear my table today.. but to no avail.. haiz.. looking at the state of my table, i think... err... I need a whole day to clear it.. hahah... Too lazy lah.. cant even pack a table haha... My sis said that my table is worse than a bangladeshi's dorm.. haha...

The past few days had been so hectic! Mrs sim retirement and today is mrs tay retirement and cleaning of classrooms.. Wah.. Really took the breath out of me man! haha.. And Luckily i managed to complete the video for mrs sim before yesterday! And i am glad that she loved that video... Any bad feelings towards her is now gone cuz i think it's because she's soon retiring, where got chance for her to scold me, right? hee hee.. The P6 gals are crying today.. haha.. so emotional.. but i nearly cried with them too, luckily i controlled myself... There will be such great changes next yr, with a new principal and new HODs coming in.. But well, i will only know next yr if these changes is for the better or worse..

P.S.: THough i am very happy that the holidays are coming.. but, i still feel quite depressed... Cuz i cant go to Vietnam when i had hoped so much for during the school term.. It was my motivation during the school term lor! And now, i cant go... I think ppl wont understand that kind of disappointment.. haiz...

Busy busy weekend!!

Me and Judy acting cute on the bed..

Me wearing AO DAI at the balcony of RASA SENTOSA before the dinner..

Chinese teachers at HYATT Straits Cafe..

Wow.. It had been such a busy weekend for me.. Starting from friday...

Friday 11-11
Today is the food and fun fair in OLGC.. As usual, i am in charge of the balloon twisting stall with amanda and chin hwee helping me out.. And as expected, i had no time to walk ard to see the various stalls.. But i think this yr's fun fair is not as fun as last yr.. Maybe the novelty is gone and there's not much participation from the parents.. I think i din earn as much as last yr.. But still, my fingers hurt like nobody's biz.. Luckily i have the dear gals to help me tie the balloons... THanks!!
After the fun fair, Jo, denise and me went for the Pedicure and MAnicure!! wow wow.. THis is my FIRST TIME ah!! Haha.. quite fun.. This is the FIRST TIME i realised that my nails can be so CLEAN!! WOW!! And the nails are well painted.. I like it so much!! Jo and Denise said that we should make this our monthly event.. haha.. So funny..

Saturday 12-11
Rush rush rush
OH MY GOODNESS!! Woke up at 5am in the morning!! Yawnz.. Sianz siah.. Wake up so early.. HAd to take a shower lor.. If not, i think i cant wake up.. Haiz.. yawnz.. put make up and all.. Shucks!! Why is it raining?? Why cant i get thru the cab line?? DUH! Walked out to get $$ and tried to get a cab.. HAiz... Cab driver still sleeping lah!! haha.. OOPS... 6.30am.. Aren't i supposed to be at meizhen's hse already??!!! ARGH!! LATE LATE LATE!!
Okie.. Haha.. walk ard her hse.. do nothing.. take pics.. and wait for andrew's arrival..
HEEHEHEHEE... SABO TIME!!
1) Got Andrew to sing a love song to MZ(across the corridor, sorry ah.. neighbours!)
2) Pole dancing
3) Blow balloons.. And step on it.. once the balloon burst, he must shout "I love u" to MZ..
4) EAt Durian Sweets..(he dislike durian)
5) Sign a marriage agreements with unfair terms!!
Muahahaha.. Get ANG POW!! $169... muahaha... split amongst 4 of us.. Not bad..
But this is the only time we won the brothers lah.. After that, when we were at An's hse... they keep suanning us.. haha... We really very poor thing lor..
When we r back at MZ's place, i had to rush off for mrs sim treat at hyatt le!! GOOD FOOD SIAH!! haha..
After the lunch, i got to Sentosa to get ready for the dinner..
The stupid make up artist is so rough!! She put mascara on my so harshly.. OUCH!! And i really dun like the feel of mascara on my eyes.. it HURTS!! My eyes became so dry that i keep tearing.. And she had to do up my eyes three times!! Even during the dinner, i am still tearing a bit.. haiz... ANd the hairdo makes me look so OLD!! My god!! KILL ME! but i dun dare to tell MZ, dun wanna spoil her mood.. haiz..
I was stammering at the beggining when i was on stage.. Daniel is very kind lah.. though he's sometimes suan me lah.. but he's good on stage.. He leads me along and make me feel less nervous.. Well, he's a pro wat.. hee hee.. Luckily i had a filling lunch.. I din eat much during the dinner lor.. GOt to keep going on the stage.. haha.. but i think i did an ok job lah.. I became more natural towards the end.. and that IDIOTIC DANIEL made the sisters come on stage to do the YAM SENG!! DUh!! We are all dresses and pretty, he ask us to shout! WIn le lor.. SO unglam!! haha.. SABO us back lor.. XIAO QI GUI!! haha...
But still, i think i did a good job for a first timer lor.. Jus hope that there is no second time le.. I dun really like the stress on stage..
Judy came to keep me company at the hotel lor.. the other sisters played me out!! They are not staying and the room that MZ prepare for us is empty! SO no choice lor.. I asked judy to keep me Company!! hee hee.. too scary to stay alone in a hotel room isn't it??
Judy came at 12am sharp!! JUst in time to wish me happy birthday!!haha.. That's wat frenz are for.. THey will turn up when they are most needed!! haha...

13-11 My Birthday!!
haha.. my birthday le!! slept very well in the hotel room.. dun know y hor.. I love sleeping in most hotel rooms.. it seems to me that i sleep very well in most hotel rooms.. MZ called me at ard 9am to ask me to go down for breakfast.. haha.. din even know that breakfast is provided!! wow.. Went down for breakfast and met them.. Andrew's mum gave me an ang pow!! so happy.. hee hee.. extra money!! hee hee.. I left RASA Sentosa at 12 pm after taking some shots with judy at the beach. hahah.. 2 "hiao pos" posing.. haha.. Then rushed down to maxwell to meet shang and all for lunch.. After that we proceeded to coffee club for coffee.. Then i am back at home.. ANd i am alone at home with the maid cuz my dad went downstairs to walk ard.. Wat a way to end my birthday night.. hahaha..

P.S.: Thanks to all the frenz out there who msg/call/mms me and remembered my birthday...

Serene, Ai Pei, William, Gareth, Shang, Shirley, Joyce, Hagen, Ice, Meizhen, Sharon, Denise, Jolene, Uncle Tan, Shuping, Nyssa, Kim Fung, Zhao Yao, Terence, Abbey, My sisters:Janet Jie jie, Irene Jie Jie , Mary Jie Jie, My brothers: Simon Kor Kor, Aaron Kor Kor, Michelle Lim, Michelle Koh, Chok Sin

Special Thanks to Judy who came all the way to Sentosa to keep me company and of course not forgetting Tung for calling me from Vietnam!! Really appreciate it!! Muackz!!

ALmost Tomorrow

There are three days in life. Yesterday, today and tomorrow.
One is over and done, one we live in, the other we look forward to.
We can't live in yesterday, but if we are happy enough today, we will be even happier tomorrow.

The one great thing about today is, once it starts, it is already 'almost tomorrow'.
We all live waiting for what tomorrow may bring.
And now I know, that it is always "almost tomorrow."

Letting Go

Relooked at this particular email again and realized that it's worth reading over and over again.. So i hope to share this with everyone who reads my blog.... Though it's quite long, i still hope u can take away something from here... Enjoy the read..

LETTING GO: There is only one person in this world that can make you feel lousy, depressed, sad, angry...etc. The person is YOU.

Dr Alan Zimmerman's Comments:

Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They'll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they'll do something or fail to do something that will anger you.
It's inevitable.
Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone's words and deeds. When you dwell on a
rude remark or an insensitive action made by another person, you're headed for deeper problems.

In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you'll get.
You'll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you'll find your productivity slowing down
as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it.
Eventually, if you don't stop doing it, you'll even get sick.

So what should you do the next time someone betrays you?
TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS.
Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you,
you are still responsible for your own feelings.

In other words, other people do not "cause" your feelings. You choose them.

For example, two different people could be told that their suggestions made at the staff meeting were
"stupid and idiotic." One person may "choose" to feel so hurt that he never speaks up at any other meeting again. The other person may "choose" to feel sorry for the critic, sorry that the critic couldn't see the wisdom and necessity of her suggestions.

As long as you blame other people for your feelings,
as long as you believe other people caused your feelings, you're stuck.
You're a helpless victim.

But if you recognize the fact that you choose your feelings and you are responsible for your feelings, there's hope. You can take some time to think about your feelings. And you can decide what is the best thing to say or do.
Then, you've got to learn to WALK AWAY FROM DISAPPOINTMENT. It's difficult to do, but it's possible.
The famous 19th century Scottish historian, Thomas Carlyle, proved that.
After working on his multi-volume set of books on "The French Revolution" for six years, Carlyle completed the manuscript and took volume one to his friend John Stuart Mill. He asked Mill to read it.

Five days later, Mill's maid accidentally threw the manuscript into the fire. In agony, Mill went to Carlyle's house to tell him that his work had been destroyed.
Carlyle did not flinch. With a smile, he said, "That's all right, Mill. These things happen. It is a part of life. I will
start over. I can remember most of it, I am sure. Don't worry.It's all here in my mind. Go, my friend! Do not feel bad."

As Mill left, Carlyle watched him from the window. Carlyle turned to his wife and said, "I did not want him to see how crushed I am by this misfortune." And with a heavy sigh, he added,"Well the manuscript is gone, so I had better start writing again."

Carlyle finally completed the work, which ranks as one of the great classics of all time. He had learned to walk away from his disappointment.

After all, what could Carlyle have done about his burnt manuscript?
Nothing. Nothing would have resurrected the manuscript. All Carlyle could do was to get bitter or get started.

And what can you do about anything once it is over? Not much. You can try to correct it if it is possible, or you can walk away from it if it isn't.
Those are your only two choices.

Sometimes you've just got to shake it off and step up.
It's like the farmer who had an old mule who fell into a deep dry well. As he assessed the situation, he knew it would be difficult, if not impossible, to lift the heavy mule out of the deep well.

So the farmer decided to bury the mule in the well. After all, the mule was old and the well was dry, so he could solve two problems at once. He could put the old mule out of his misery and have his well filled. The farmer asked his neighbours to help him with the shovelling.
To work they went. As they threw shovel-full of dirt after shovel-full of dirt on the mule's back, the mule became frightened.
Then all of a sudden an idea came to the mule. Each time they would throw a shovel-full of dirt on his back, he would shake it off and step up.
Shovel-full after shovel-full, the mule would shake it off and step up. In not too long a time, the exhausted and dirty mule stepped over the top of the well and through the crowd.

That's the same approach we all need to take. We need to shake it off and step up.

Finally, you need to FORGIVE. It's difficult, especially when the other person doesn't deserve your forgiveness or doesn't even seek it. It's difficult when the other person is clearly in the wrong.
Part of the difficulty comes from a common misunderstanding of forgiveness.
Forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person's behaviour is okay. And forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person is off the hook. He's still responsible for his misbehaviour.

Forgiveness is about letting yourself off the emotional hook. It's about releasing your negative emotions, attitudes, and behaviours. It's about letting go of the past so you can go forward to the future.

Everyone in your life, everyone on and off the job is going to disappoint you. If you know how to respond to
those situations, you'll be way ahead of most people.
You'll be able to live above and beyond your circumstances.

Action:
Identify two people that have disappointed, hurt, or angered you. If possible, select two people towards
whom you still have some bitterness.

Then ask yourself, "How does my bitterness serve me? Am I happier holding on to it? Do I sleep better? Is
my life richer, fuller, and better because of my bitterness?"

If you find that your bitterness is hurting you, make a decision. Actually decide to let it go.

Walk away from the disappointment -- which means you no longer dwell on it or talk about it.

Conclusion:
There is so much truth in it. (From personnal experiences)
It's human nature to allow hurt to dwell in our heart esp when we are wrongly accused for things we are not guity. I believe this will indeed encourage many inclusive ourselves who might have gone through such crisis and scenario ,to start to pick up our life again and not let bitterness eats into our flesh. Agree?

Quotes of the day

Embrace your uniqueness.
Time is much too short to be living someone else's life.

Kobi Yamada

In ordinary life we hardly realize that we receive a great deal more than we give,
and that it is only with gratitude that life becomes rich.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer

落花有意 流水无情

这是一个很贴切的比喻哦！有时候，当你对一个人有意时，他未必也对你有情。
凡事莫强求...
就像我所写的《暧昧》里所说的一样，我们无需用爱来困扰对方。
一对男女也可以成为很要好的朋友，只是要看双方愿不愿意维持这样的友情而已。

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爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　
等候一次　 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上　
一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
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浮云掠过
蓝天无动于衷
浮云变脸
蓝天无动于衷
浮云阴沉
蓝天无动于衷
浮云哭泣
蓝天亦
无动于衷

在此把这里所写的一切，送给那些正在为爱情烦恼的大家！

再写个小插曲吧...

有一小男孩糖果掉了，他哭得惊天动地。
妈妈马上上前安抚他。
另一次，他的糖果又掉了，
奇怪的是，
他竟然不哭。
有人问他为什么，
他的回答是：“妈妈都不在，我哭给谁看呢？”

如果你哭泣、伤心、失望、
而你所在乎的人，完全不知情（或是完全不理会），
那你又何必自作多情呢？

Fell for the First Time while bLading... haha..

Went to ECP with the P6Love gals today.. Kit ee, Nyssa, Mee Ling and Yiping.. My goodness!! I was lost.. haha.. Cuz i suddenly realized it had been ages since i took a bus to ECP.. heehee.. Good life mah.. Got ppl drive me there.. SO when i took the bus there..
I managed to reach ECP but.. hmmm... I cant seem to find where is MAC!! haha.. SO i put my blades and blade lor.. Faster wat..
Who knows i bladed towards the wrong directions!!! I went towards Ford Road!! ARGH.. SO got to blade back lor..
Then I saw 2 gals in front of me cycling, so i wanted to overtake them.. HAiz.. Then i Fell cuz of the acorns on the ground.. I skidded and landed on my BUTT!! Too late for me to break fall.. haiz.. Now my neck is hurting too.. Think i strained my neck too lor.. But at least better than MICH LIM who dislocated her arm yesterday! Poor gal.. It must have been so Painful.. ANyway, she cant blade on THis sat le lah..
Anyway, i finally met up with them.. Hey.. They are real noisy lor.. I keep telling them i will not go out with them again!! So DIU LIAN!! haha..
Today I met Xiuyue and Yingqi.. Wow.. Yingqi is so cool, she went jogging with her frenz.. wow.. Like her style man! hee hee. And Xiuyue is so hardworking siah.. She got her blades (same as mine!!hee..) and she's practising hard siah.. hmmm...

Quote of the Day..

We act as though comfort and luxury were the chief requirements of life, when all that we need to make us really happy is something to be enthusiastic about.

-Charles Kingsley

Shopping Spree!!

Oops.. Was supposed to go for a KTV session with sis.. But she got the timing wrong.. We went too early and i can't make it for the 2-7pm slot cuz i will be visiting sharon with ai pei and jo..

SO my sis and I went to shop at J8.. My goodness!! BUY AND BUY!! ~gulpz~ I wanted to get only the stuff for Meizhen's wedding, jus a pair of shoes and a top to match my skirt(ONLY!!)!

Guess wat, I bought 2 OP skirts and a t-shirt(got sale wat!), 2 tops, 2 pairs of shoes, facial mask!
ARGH!! Women!!! We jus can't do without shopping right!!??

I also don't understand why i bought so much stuff... is it because i know i can't go to Vietnam and I am trying to let off steam here?? hahaha.. GAL, these are just excuses!! haha..

Total Spendings: $150
Satisfactions: Priceless....
Hahaha....