Sick!!

Fri

Went for staff retreat at Yishun Safra on Fri.. (After a mad rush, everything is a rush rush rUSH!) We went for Indoor Rifle Shooting... Not bad ah.. My results?? hahaha.. But it seems like my results gets worse after each try.. haha.. From 46 to 44 then 42 in the end.. Pathetic.. But it was good fun.. After that, we went to bowl.. Hmm.. Not bad.. My score is 122 or 112?? Eh.. cant remember la.. But i know it's not bad la.. (for my standard)

Anyway, this place brought back nice memories..

My results..

Sat..

Swarovski Crystal X'mas tree outside Heeren

Fever for the first time this year if i m not wrong.. Hee hee.. I went to sch on sat to seal the boxes.. After which i was supposed to meet up with shirley.. I was feeling so weak, tired and aching all over.. I initially thot that it was the muscle ache from the training on thurs and the bowling on fri..

But whoa.. When i went to Taka in the afternoon, I was so cold.. I guess i was down with flu or watsoever, normally i would have some paracetamol with me lor.. who knows that when i needed it, i dun have it.. Haiz.. Went to guardian to get a pack and water.. Pop 2 pills and then still feeling cold.. I thot maybe go to Giordano to get a pullover... But wah!! Killer price ah!! ard 50 bucks!!! Wa!! Sha ren fang huo ah.. SO i went to Stadium and saw a Reebok jacket on sale.. So i rather pay 40 bucks for the jacket.. Then i got my swimming goggles too.. Need to go swimming le.. Hee hee..

Shirley took part in the "Ms Glamorous" competition by Kanebo.. To take part, she needs to pay $50 for the makeover and she will get an A4 sized photo and a mini card sized pic.. Then she can redeem it for Kanebo products.. Well, that's jus another marketing strategy la.. But at least she got a chance to win lor.. Unlike some "contestants" who errr.. Haha..

I was actually quite sick by then lor.. So i din really have the mood to shop ard.. We jus went to Far East to walk a bit, then we had our dinner.. I suddenly realised how little we know each other even though we were pri sch classmates.. I din know that our family is so similar.. After which, we went to Starbucks to chat.. (I really marvel at how i can tahan leh!!)

At 9plus, i told her that i cant tahan anymore.. So we went home.. I took a cab home, i guess i am already falling apart.. Couldn't walk any further..

I went home to a dark and empty house.. Cuz they were all at my sis's place.. Ahh.. SO sad.. I took 2 more pills then went to bed.. But i was so uncomfortable.. Irritating fever.. Though it's only 38.2 lor.. haiz..

Now i am coughing.. Shucks!!

Better get well before gg on the hols.. I wanna be in tip top condition when i go for my hols!!!

Y r we still in sch during hols???

Argh.. This is ridiculous.. How come mtgs got to be at 7.15 am during hols?????? This is so stupid... Aren't mtgs supposed to be planned in the working week??? All because of a person who failed time mgt, ppl get into this kind of shit.. Not that i am attending the mtg.. But i jus find it unfair for those who had to come early...

*I came early too cuz i m in the same car with a person who's in the EARLY mtg..

Old Frenz..

On the request of my dear sis, i brought my niece to the Vivocity on wednesday.. Then she realises that BIG shopping centres might not be that good to shop.. HAhaa.. Cuz it's too BIG, so it's confusing for her.. Esp if she's quite directional idiot! Hahhaha..
She gave up after a well and decided that we should change to Habourfront which is smaller and more manageable.. Hee hee..
I met Mich there!! This gal is siaoz one.. She ran towards me and gave me a BIG hug.. Err.. In the middle of the shopping centre.. But i was darn happy to see her.. Cuz we were there talking abt our VN trip.. Both of us can't wait for it!! 4th of dec!! COme quickly!
After meeting her, i saw a familiar face when i was shopping.. It was a secondary school mate.. WOW.. He's presently studying in NP after NS.. Hmm.. Think he din change much.. Maybe can meet up with him sometime when i m free.. If i am ever free la.. Wonder if he have the contact of Xiaoyan.. I lost touch with her.. So sad...

BD wishes.. Thanks...

To the following people who remembered my bd!! Thanks.. Even if some are late but i always believe in better late than never.. Hee hee..

Judy, Ice, Mary, Shirley, Cass, Boy, Germaine, JJ, Janet, Simon, Kim Fung, Serene, Shang, Ai Pei, Jiahui, Meizhen, Ping, Jo, SW, Joa, XX, CH, Abbey, Shar, Jason, Kit EE, Jean, Carina Ong, Claire..

Your birthday wishes are very much appreciated in my heart.. Thank you dears...

My BD

Flowers From Ab and card from ex-students..

Received a bouquet of flowers from Ab.. She left it on my table when i was in class... I was so touched when i see the flowers.. And i received a card from my ex-students.. They drew the card so well.. So happy..

Met up with sin on my bd after school.. We din go to bishan park, instead we went to a famous zhu cao that sells crabs.. Hmm.. Not bad leh.. The food is good and we went to MOS after that.. And as wat i expected, he forgot it's my bd.. SO when i told him, he was so appologetic and he said he will remember next yr.. Well, i hope so.. Anyway, it's not that impt la..

I did something incredible on my bd.. I finally did wat i wanted to do last X'mas.. Though the results were not wat i wished, at least, i did my part.. And the future will be in the hands of the other party, I have already done my part..

Finally, thanks to shang, jo & jo, jj, judy and ice, thank you for standing by me and comforting me.. And esp to shang, for being the person who got disturbed by me for 2 days in a row... Thanks to JJ for affirming me.. ANd to both of u, thank you in advance for the treat hor.. Thanks to the jos for being a wonderful listener and the comfort.. hahaha..

Life goes on, and frenz are still frenz...

NYDC

Liang Shan gathering @ NYDC..

It was a monthly gathering but this time round it's to celebrate my bdae la.. But hor, today no present, cuz shang said the mp3 player not arrive yet.. so dun have.. but nvm la.. will get it sooner or later wat.. no hurry..

We all forced JJ to pay for our meals cuz he jus got some money from SSC.. hee hee.. So in the end, he paid for the mudpies.. haha.. Poor fellow..

We went to walk ard HV.. There's a few pet shops there and so we went to take a look.. The dogs in there are so cute and adorable.. IF i can, i really wish to keep 1... BUt i know, i dun have the means to have a dog yet... So not now.. I even met a student there.. haha...

I am waiting for the Dec chalet with them.. Tink it will be super fun.. hee hee...

Ramblings of sleepy fellow...

Asked Sam and Jean to come back school today to pack the NE cupboard.. This is the good thing when u know the P6s well.. hee hee.. At least got ppl help me to pack...

3 boxes for the NE cupboard but guess wat!! For now, my personal stuff got 2 boxes le!!! And it's ard half of my table nia!!

Haha.. Personal stuff more than dept stuff.. OOpss... I am a rubbish collector!! Even these 2 fellows think so too... Sadded..

After that i brought them to PepperLunch for lunch.. I really must say i have 2 very good gals la.. Who think abt saving money for Ms Koh.. haha.. We went to take Neo-prints, oh my.. It has been ages since i have done that.. hee hee..

I then met up with Peipei cuz she needed to cut her fringe.. I bought Fan Wei Qi CD then we went home le..

I was kinda sleepy after 2 nites out.. Went with Irene to KTV on thurs and then went out with them yday.. Think i am nearly burnt out..

Tmr I will be mtg the Liang Shan at NYDC @ Holland V... Now i am wondering why the heck Judy will choose such a place??!! It's so far for me.. Sadded...

That Sin forgot that he has a wedding dinner to attend tmr!! So he had to meet me on Mon.. Duh.. He really got bad memory.. But nvm la, mon also ok.. Let's see if he can remember that it's my BD..

And as i was taking pics for my presents, i saw something that shouldn't be in the Puma plastic bag.. Hahaha.. I really take my hats off my darling fren.. It's either one of them who forgot to take 'that' out of the plastic bag.. They are a pair of cute sotongs.. Haha.. I was holding on to 'it' and laughing hysterically and my maid thot i siaoz le... haha..

Celebration for Nov Babies..

Despite having a super bzy week in sch, we managed to go out for a dinner.. This yr's celebration is one with lots of ups and "unexpected"...

Hee hee.. Cuz we were all so busy, no one really had a good idea of how and when to meet.. So poor Jo had to be the one coordinating it.. And what's more is that there are 3 Nov babies and she had to get the presents for all of us.. hee hee.. Thanks pal!

These were the highlights of the day!

1) We drove all the way into the "Ulu" land and found out that Matilda Bay had closed down!! OOps.. Imagine my shock! Haha... So we had to settle for a seafood restaurant there.. But luckily, food's quite good so din get slaughtered by the rest.. haha.. Heng ah..

2) Waited for CH to come while worrying that she might lose the way or simply decide to go home due to the "uluness" of the place..

3) KM works part-time in the restaurant!! Haha.. that's was so funny..When we teased KM, I tink i heardthe waiter saying that their polo T is also Nike one.. Jus that they have their logo printed on it!!?? DUH!! Is that meant to be a joke?? haha..

4) Went to White Tangerine to see that there's a change of owner! AHHH!! WHy or whY?? Then had to listen to the new owner and frenz singing.. Errr... I rather hear Joa or SW sing lor.. hee hee..

5) AP came and joined us at White Tangerine.. She found out that Jo jus wrote her bd greetings as how she sms.. She was quite cranky.. Think she got drunk just by seeing us.. haha..

6) KM were I/C of "giving out" the presents and cards.. Hee hee.. I went up to receive the "award" ahem.. present from him..

7) Extra present from my best pal... I initially thot that present were for XX.. haha.. Din realized it's for me.. But so happy..

8) CH wrapped her present so nicely that i can't bear to remove the wrapper till now..

I am very happy!! Not because of the present.. But the thought behind it.. The mere thought of them gg thru the trouble to go down to get the presents is more than enough to make me feel touched..

The company was just great, i am so happy that we all finally can meet up and there's a total of 8 of us sitting together and chatting.. Only downside is that Sha's not there ...

Bone in the gum..

Seems like these days, i always get hurt in my mouth.. Jus now while having dinner, i had a bone stuck in my gum at the back (left side again!! my ulcers jus recovered, which is on the left too!!) THen now, my gum hurts when i bite on my teeth.. Hopefully it doesn't get infected and cause me pain AGAIN lor.. BTW, the bone didn't come from fish, instead i tink it was from the sotong.. But i dun understand where the bone come from!! ARGH... Darn suay right??

Seems like all's fine

Ok.. so today seems to be a ok.. Nothing like a confrontation came out.. However, I dun know wat kinda feelings i am having now..

There are things that i know and yet, I can't say it.. Not to anyone else.. It's something which i can't bring myself to say it and i doubt i will ever tell them..

So I would have to keep it within me and the other party.. It's a burden and it's heavy.. Sometimes, I think it suffocates me.. If it really gonna bog me down, the only person that i can turn to will only be tung... I guess it's cuz he's not here and i find it easier to tell him things..

Someday, maybe this secret will be out but i cant imagine when they come to know abt it..

Anyway, we settled a few things and all is fine.. For now...

Discussion? Confrontation? Meeting?

Tmr i will be gg to settle some stuff.. I really dun know wat can come out from such discussions.. But i am sure, to me, i dun like such things.. It causes me stress and pain.. I find it very hard to control emotions when i am with them.. And they always makes me feel hurt......

朋友一直觉得我很开心，很乐观，懂得如何调整自己的心情。我真的是这种人吗？在工作时，我一直保持那样的心境，那是因为，只有在外头，在朋友的面前，我才能那样做。我的同事说最近的情绪特别高昂，哈哈。

我这几天一直在找能让我哭的地方，但好惨哦，我竟然找不到呢！

我最近发现，原来笑着哭是一件很可笑的事。而且，那似乎是疯子的行为。

Ulcer's gone..

WOohoo!! finally the ulcers are gone.. Wah.. record-breaking of 1 week lor.. These 2 ulcers caused me pain for the past week lor.. Ahh... Now it's a relief and i can eat better...