无意、随意

无意间在网上看到了许多有意思的句子，因此与大家共勉之。
网址：http://www.milktea.net/articles/2006/free/14593.html

~好的爱情是你透过一个男人看到世界，坏的爱情是你为了一个人舍弃世界~

~阳光掉进坟墓里才会知道黑暗的温柔！~

~男人就像洋葱，你含着眼泪切它，切到最后你会发现，原来洋葱是没有心的。。。。。。~

~你可以沉默地支持一个人，沉默地爱一个人，沉默地想一个人，心意到了，自己也就安然。至于对方知道与否，那不重要。每个人都在自己的生活中挣扎浮沉，问多了说多了，有时反倒是一种打扰。~

~鱼说：你看不见我的泪，因为我在水里。水说：我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心里。~

从书里看到的句子
~爱情没有所谓的配不配得上，只有适不适合。~

世界上最遥远的距离　
不是生与死　　
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你　　

世界上最遥远的距离　　
不是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你　
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起　
　
世界上最遥远的距离　　
不是明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起　
而是明明无法抵挡这股相思 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里　

世界上最遥远的距离　　
不是明明知道无法抵挡这股相思 却还得故意装作没有把你放在心里　
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

世界上有人会存心让你难过

但也有人会因为你难过而难过

Opening at ai tong

Went for the sch's opening of heritage gallery and extension blk.. I must say that this sch is good.. with a very vibrant and rich culture.. The wushu display, gymnastic performance and the emcees were so good!!!
I din expect the event to include a 8 or 9 course chinese dinner in their hall.. Wow!! Splendid... THere were also performances during the dinner.. Cool right??
When we reached, we were shocked to realise that it's such a formal event and as we represent our P, we were placed with all the other Ps or VPs of other schools.. Ah... So stressful.. haha.. But anyway, i met my sec sch VP and teacher(who is a VP too) at the event.. I was so happy to see them!!

IT's an eye-opener for me today as i see how a primary school can stretch the potential of their students with good guidance and coaches... I wonder where my sch can go to.... Tink it'll be far too... Hopefully..

Took this after supper with ice & judy last fri..

Haha.. I wanna watch this show leh.. But shang they all watched it already.. Without me! Humpf.. So anyone else out there who wants to watch it.. Please give me a ring.. First come first served.. hahaha.. If no one wants to watch, i will jus save the money.. hee hee..

Headache

Woke up with a headache today and so i stayed at home.. Haiz.. Really regretted this decision.. Cuz i feel so bad to make jo and martha do so many things for me.. They are so busy le and yet they have to help me to give out stuff to my kids and announce stuff to the sch.. I feel so bad.. Think i will get them something.. Then later in the noon got ne mtg.. Dun know whether wanna go or not.. Maybe if i feel better, i will go ba.. Wanna know wat they will discuss abt today.. But if my headache still not ok, go also sian ah.. haiz.. Contradicting.. Anyway, i will take things as it comes..

Got to bring dad to see doc later too.. His legs are painful again.. So worried for him.. Dun know wat's wrong with his legs..

Hols' comin!!

Met AP for dinner jus now at HG.. Had a filling dinner and now i can't zzz.. Ha ha...

Hols coming and i am wondering what i shall do during this well deserved break...

Maybe first things first, i need to sit down and decide wat are the things i wanna do and have been pushing backwards.. Then i can have a fulfilling hols rather than jus going thru motion.. So this weekend, i will write down the list of things to be done.. And make sure i go thru it during the hols...

Hope i can do it!!!! Frenz out there... Pls help me along can?? I need constant reminders.. haha... Thanks in advance...

Going to bintan only

Haiz.. So sad..
For this hols, i will only be gg to bintan..
So sad..
Even my bangkok trip is cancelled..
Haiz.. Bad timing...

Long day..

Yday was such a long day.. After sch, i rushed down to singapore philatalic museum for a talk.. My goodness, only 5 trs were there.. Ok.. fine.. The place is quite good.. It's interesting to know how stamps are being produced and how much stuff we can see from a small stamp..
After which, i met judy for dinner at city hall... We drank coffee at a small shop opp bugis junction and I tink i tasted the worst coffee yday.. It was so bland.. IT tasted so horrible!! Like coffee powder being used for a couple of time.. EEKS.. Anyway, i dun know wat came over us.. We decided to meet ice at boon lay.. haha.. So we had supper at boon lay and then went home.. actually i think we were kinda bo liao.. Go all the way down to have supper.. haha..

I am happy and blessed with frenz.. I am a person who will get touched easily.. WH called me once i asked her for some info instead of simply msging me.. Thank you very much.. And I am so glad that C remembered that i needed some info.. THough he din reply on mon.. He called me yday to offer his help.. And he has been a great help.. As usual..
I think, it's the thought that matters to me more than anything else.. The fact that you remembered to reply and gg the extra mile to help touched me.. So, thank you very much...

Quotable Quotes

Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in this world.

Helen Keller

Finally got down to something i promised myself last year

When was the last time u did something for the first time?? Haha.. For me, TOday! I got CH to drive me to Kovan after sch today.. And i went to book my BASIC THEORY TEST!!! Haha.. Finally, this is what i wanted to do since last year.. Ppl who knows me or read my blog will know that i had said it for so....... long but never got down to it.. So i keep my fingers crossed.. Hope i can pass!!

Anyway, my test is on the 27th of June.. hee hee.. Wish me luck!!! And thanks, CH for the ride..

吵完架后最好的礼物

给你太少时间了。
送你沙漏，
代表我愿意把时间给你，我愿意等你。

我把自私的演出送给你，
希望你看完演出后，把票丢掉，
也把我那自私的心扔进垃圾桶里。


不一定要把事情做好，
只要诚心诚意认真地去做就好了。

JJ's new website..

Hey people, this is my friend's JJ new website.. Check it out!

http://www.geocities.com/purplegrey7/

Shang and JJ.. Thanks

Hey, thanks JJ and Shang for the care and concern.. You 2 really made my day.. Always there for me (even if i am just seeking attention and yapping away non-stop) and cheering me up when i am down.. Thanks..
Thanks to Judy too.. And shirley.. For letting me see what valuable friendships that i have with both of you..
Thank you thank you..

I am too pissed to think..

I think i am over reacting.. I am too pissed at that moment to be thinking.. Haiz.. I think if all things compound together, it makes matters worse.. If the incidents happen separately on different occasions, i will jus laugh it off.. It is cuz all the incidents happen over a span of a short time that cuz me to snap.. oh my.. Wat happen to the "magnimous" Jasmine who can take jokes? Gone??
I dun like being angry.. I want everything to go back to normal.. But can it?? I wonder..

I am trying to make things work here.. But to no avail.. In fact, i jus made matters worse and got myself in this stupid situation.. Why must i be the busybody??

I don't wanna be angry anymore.. It's hurting.. I dun like that feeling.. I simply tink i am jus childish in getting so angry and upset.. But i can't help it.. Now trying to make the anger go away, i feel so tired.. I dun wan my fren to get hurt or quarrel with another cuz of this.. That's why i just wanna let this thing cool off..

One part of me is scolding myself for being so childish, kypo, bo liao, sensitive towards this whole issue.. It is just a small matter.. Why am i harping on it?? Let go and you will feel better.. Remember: You rather be the happy Jasmine where frenz know u will understand them and their actions.. You dun wanna cause any rifts between frenz.. You dun wanna be viewed as a senseless kid trying to gain attention.. Dun let others think u are a person with a low EQ..

I hope this will be the last blog entry for the whole incident.. Cross my fingers..

Pissed

Ok.. Fine... Are you trying to act funny? Haha..
Is that sentence meant to be a joke?
If it was, i think that is so senseless and distasteful..

Wat the hell are you trying to do? Trying to prove your point?
If so, you have gotten your point right smacked in my face..
It hurts.. But the pain doesn't come from you..
Towards you, i dun give a damn now..
You are NOBODY to me.. I repeat.. NOBODY..
I am hurt cuz of another person who is close to you..

I may be over-reacting.. Maybe.. I dun know..

I may be nice..
But I am not a person whom you can push over..

This time, I think you went TOO FAR...

I am jus being petty..

Ya.. i am petty.. i'm tired of playing the angelic side of me.. Now, just let me be the devil for a while.. For the people who are pissing me off, I am not going to go out with them for a period of time.. I need time to cool off.. I don't know what's wrong with them, or maybe there's nothing wrong with them, it's me who have the problem.. If I can't go out with that group of people as a group, i rather not go out... I dun wanna be the middle person and let the other party give me crap excuses again (Cold?).. Being a kind person is a tedious job.. And i am sick of this..

And anyway, i am not gg anywhere this coming hols.. Forget it.. I just stay here and do my work.. Tonnes of things to be done.. Or maybe i can go for a short trip... Alone or with ice..

Getting too short tempered nowadays

Uncertainties can make me irritable..
But i still get ppl who can't give me certain answers..

I realised that i am getting impatient these days..
Small matters or uncertainties can get me on my nerves..
I don't like these feelings..

Is it cuz i expect too much from my frenz??
I expect them to know how i feel..
I expect them to know how i will react when i am feeling unhappy..
I expect them to know that i don't like to be played out or questioned..
I expect them to know that i don't like to force frenz to do things that they dun like to do..
I expect them to know that i know WHEN they are giving excuses.. I can FEEL it.. ( I know.. cuz I'll also do that sometimes..)
Am I being too selfish to expect them to know how i feel abt their actions and words?

Or is it simply cuz i am not their priority now??

Come on.. Get real..
Frenz cant be with u 24 hrs a day or be at your beck and call...
They have their own life and own circle of frenz..
YOU are not the ONLY fren they have
Just like THEY are not the only frenz YOU have..

Friendship is important?? I think so.. I am not sure.. TO me.. yes.. it's impt.. TO others.. Maybe la.. I suddenly remembered the words of my sec classmate..
Friends are ppl who are useful.. They are there for you to make use of..
(It's up to you how long u need to use them.. And that's the duration of your friendship... I added this in..)
I find her words too blunt.. But if you sit back and think abt it.. It's kinda true, isn't it?
When you get your frenz out to talk to them abt problems or to share your joy, that's making use of them..
When you meet up with your frenz, that's making use of them to fill your time..
A friend in need is a friend indeed.. That's making use of your frenz..
All the beautiful verses for friends are coated with sugar..
That is to make you feel better after being used..
The good thing abt friends is that they help you willingly and they let you make use of them willingly..

Ppl may not agree with me.. By the way, I am not asking for anyone's agreement here.. These are only my personal views.. There's no need to rebuke me or try to change my thinking... I dun need that..

P.S.: Maybe after tmr, i will just reject all appts to go out.. Save money and save time.. After the lunch with my LS grp, I will just proceed home to do my work.. I realise that work is the only constant thing now..

命里有时终需有

有人说，命里有时终需有， 命里无时莫强求。

又有人说，你只是缘分未到，不要着急。

常常有人会这么劝你，但是，说得简单，做起来何其难啊！

莫强求，意指不要去勉强，不要去执著于某件事或人。
有可能，你会问，事在人为，不是吗？我也许可以选择不要勉强她啊!感情的事不能强求嘛！
这样，我们至少还能做朋友。不然，连朋友也没得做，怎么办？
如果你能只把她当朋友，那么你会这么烦吗？
如果你能只把她当朋友，你还谈什么喜欢她？
如果你能只把她当朋友，你干吗不直接告诉她，
我其实有点喜欢你，如果你不能接受我，我们还能当朋友啊！

只要你有那颗心，那股毅力，又有什么难的？
前怕虎，后怕狼，顾虑这么多，你什么时候才要向她表白？
为什么不鼓起勇气向她说清楚，讲明白呢？
结果大致上只有以下四种，
1）她接受你
2）她拒绝你
3）她拒绝你，但还是朋友
4）她拒绝你，而且不再是朋友

裹足不前，你永远得不到答案。

老实说，除非你有那个勇气去向她表白 ，
否则，即使缘份到了，你也未必抓得牢。

P.S.: 如果你向她表白，但她拒绝了你。我才会跟你说以上的那两句至理名言。因为你至少已经踏出了那勇敢的第一步。如果你连那第一步都没有踏出去的话，那两句名言充其量，只是你的后垫，一个让你下得了台的退路。那么，你就没有资格烦恼了。

献给我“凉山”的好兄弟 - 花柳Shang！

Anyway, thanks for the confirmation that I am your confidante.. hee hee... I am glad to be of help to you.. I am so happy to know that in your heart, I am within top 3..

Dun worry for me, i am fine..

If you people are worried that i am writing a will here... Eh.. Dun worry la.. I am ok.. Haha.. Jus now ppl in the room were so concerned that i am writing a will.. hee hee.. Thanks.. I am really ok.. I just thot of writing a "will" to distribute my stuff.. Seems like i dun have much assets though..
Hee hee.. This is a question on my mind while writing the will.. If i write a will in the blog, will the law acknowledge it ah?? Hmm.. I think not hor.. It's not an official document..

P.S.: I will not do anything foolish la.. As a taoist, i can't end my life.. If not, i will become gu hun ye gui.. Seriously, on the other hand, I don't wanna be stuck in the human world forever.. hee hee.. And I dun wanna be an unfillial child too... My dad still around leh..

CT??

Eh.. Me CT??

Err..

Really hor, I really find it funny..

A beginning Tr.. A CT??

???????????????????

No more slacking....

No more smoking through....

Must be on the ball for that 5 weeks..

Term 3,

all hell break loose...

........................................HELL.........................................

My WILL:

I hereby declare that all money will go to my dad,

all books can be sold and all proceeds will go to SPCA,

all toys will be distributed amongst my nieces and nephews(incl grand niece and nephew),

all clothes will be distributed to my sisters(if they can fit them),

Accessories will be distributed among Judy, Ice, AP, CH, Shar, Jo,

IT stuff will be distributed among the Liang Shan Brothers,

Photos will be given to the people in the pics(too many ppl? u decide yourself)

Any other things,

First come first served!

Go or dun go...

Why is it so difficult for me to go VN?? WHy?? Yday mich told me her P refuses to sign the leave form and said that her decision is final.. No go for mich.. And as for me, i get different comments from ppl.. Some say go, some say dun go.. I asked ICe if she's keen to go with me but she has yet to reply..
But even if ICe's ok, i am now wondering if i should push the limits and ask my P for permission.. From the surface, she might be unwilling to let me go but will still let me go la.. But i am worried that i might cause trouble for her.. If I go and then she will have to write report or answer to higher authority, then i dun wanna go le.. Dun wanna cause trouble for anyone.. I don't like that..
Haiz..
If i am not in this line..
Only if..
Then I won't be complaining, worrying and writing anything here..

BRIGHT

BRIGHT BRIGHTER BRIGHTEST..

BRIGHTNESS...

BRIGHT

BRIGHt

BRIGht

BRIght

BRight

Bright

bright

........

La... la... la... la... la.. la... la..la.. la... la.. la....

liang.....

My feeling for now..

$(h*lD&#J^G%F*

Quiz

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Acts of Service:		8
Physical Touch:		6
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Poor chickens

Poor chickens.. Killed cuz of the virus.. They have no say.. no rights... no life....

http://www.hkbirdflu.com/sadchick.htm

Exams are here..

If u think exams are stressful for students only... Think again.. The other group of people who are stressful are the teachers.. Why would they be?? You may ask..
Well, we are worried.. We are worried that they will forget whatever we told them once they are doing the papers.. We are worried that they might fail or get bad results.. We want them to do well.. We hope to see them excel in their studies, in their characters and in whatever they do.. If not, why do you think i am still marking their stuff at this time of the day?? 9.50pm.. I am supposed to be watching tv or resting..
Do you think we are pinning too much hope (stress) on them and ourselves?? haha.. Nvm.. I am just rambling here...

To SHangz..

Yes.. Dear shangz.. I am not having extended PMS.. I have long term PMS.. haha.. THat's me.. Yr Lao Da!!