地震无情，人间有情

昨夜观赏了新传媒的慈善节目，每每看见四川灾害的那一幕，成千上万的人无奈、无助的神情，我就禁不住流泪了。每当我看见那些无辜的小孩被压在废墟之下，心总是被揪得紧紧的。虽然地震无情，但我们却能从这场灾害里，感受到无穷无尽的母爱、父爱、友爱、同胞爱... 在屋顶倒塌之前，那些身为母亲、父亲、教师、朋友的人们能在这一刹那间作出舍己为人的决定，他们的情操是无上的。有多少人能在灾难来临时，还能为他人着想，甚至牺牲自己宝贵的生命以确保他人的安全？



无情的地震，
将原本拥有
光明前程的你们，
一瞬间，
给夺走了！
无情的地震，
让上万的人们，
一夕间，
失去了挚爱。
地震虽无情，
幸而人间有情。

愿所有灾民勇敢地活下去！
连死去亲属的那一份也一并活下去！

妈妈,别哭(转载)
妈妈别哭
作者：猫扑网友

妈妈别哭,我现在已没有痛苦
不用再看我,你一辈子也会记住
地震来得那么唐突
没有什么可以遮护
幸存的同学真让人羡慕
那一刻,求生的愿望强烈却茫然元助

妈妈别哭,我不能陪你走今后的路
这么多人陪我不会孤独
却担心你悲痛地泪流如注
我多么希望你能幸福
我多想长大了孝敬父母
我真的不想早走这一步

妈妈别哭,地震是大地在发怒
也许是它一时糊涂
才伤害了这么多无辜
我只是不幸中的一卒
还有更多的人惨不忍睹
泪水掀不起压我的混凝土

妈妈别哭，别再抱着我幼小的身躯
我已没有往日的温度
呼吸和心跳已经止住
请给我换上爱穿的衣服拿来我爱读的书
假如天堂里还有学府
我会在梦中告诉你考试的分数

妈妈别哭，天灾人祸是对圣灵的荼毒
你柔弱的身躯无法挡住
只要妈妈你还活着
就是上天对我们的眷顾
因为有你，每年清明那小坟上，会多一锹土．

Meet the parents

Today is so busy and yet not so busy for me.. I have got lesson observation today and i have got mixed report from both ro and vp.. vp thot the lesson was very good and classroom mgt and instructions are clear, yet ro thot i prepared the lesson well but classroom mgt still needs improvement and instructions are too long.. Hmmm.. contradicting views but i do agree that the mgt still need more brushing up.. Anywy, today weather SUCK!! It's so HOT that i was perspiring like hell during lesson time.. After that go in and out of aircon room, sooner or later will fall sick lor.. But tmr must go to sch la, cuz i need to give out holiday homework and collect things from the students.. Sian lor..

The students dismissed early as there's meet the parents at 1pm.. Wah.. Since 1pm, i sat in the hall all the way till 5.50pm.. Almost 5 hours of sitting down and no toilet break, my backside and back aches lor! There was a moment when i din even know wat i was talking abt.. Cool right? totally blank out and words just came out without me comprehending wat i was saying.. But hee. I guess that was wat happen last yr too..

Happy that xiuying's mum said that she opens her mouth to speak chinese.. the mum said since kindergarten, the teacher says she doesn't want to open her mouth at all.. But after i took her last yr, she started talking and she enjoys the lesson with me.. So the mum is very grateful to me.. I have no idea what i did but i tink she kinda connects with me and that's why she likes me.. Spoke with JM's mum too and i tried to dissuade her from letting her be exempted for PSLE.. After all the work i put in since P4, how can we just give up at the last leg of the race? It'll be so unfair for her who have come this far and me too.. I wanna see how well she can do! So i tink her mum is also convinced as she herself din want her to drop chinese.. JM had been a pain, but she is close to my heart.. She is a challenge to me and i know i am very harsh on her.. But i believe in her and have faith in her that she will be able to make for chinese.. A or B, i dun really bother.. I just wanna see how far she can go...

Bad week

This weekend is not what i had hoped for.. Firstly, on fri, some gals came to tell me that some gals went to cut themselves.. Self-multilation.. They claimed that they are stressed over studies and all.. I was with mich and she talked to them.. When i saw the 2nd gal, my heart sank to the pit bottom and i cried.. What's wrong with them? What's going on in their minds when they did what they did? Don't they feel the pain? Don't they understand the pain they will bring to the ppl ard them? And i cried, cuz the guilt and heart ache took over me when i saw the cuts on their hands.. As a teacher, as a teacher whom they know since last year or even 2 years back, why cant they approach me when they feel the stress and pressure? Is it cuz i was too busy for them or i potrayed this to them when they tried to approach me?

Then came my dad who was creating such big fuss on sat when i was at shang's hse.. I couldn't seem to know his next move and when he's gg to go crazy and start scolding the maid.. What's wrong? I really couldn't take it anymore.. I wanna move out with him for the good of everybody.. If he could just let go, if only he could..

I guess the only comfort i have is thru shang.. At least he is there for me.. So i should count my blessings.. I must always remember, no matter how bad things are, i am still much more luckier than the ones who are suffering right now in china and myanmar.. At least my dad is still able to shout, scream and walk ard, not bed-ridden.. At least i have clean food, water and shelter over my head.. At least....

Hols coming.. 4 more days to go... jia you...

Updates..

WOO.. Such a long time since i on this laptop and update my blog.. I have been very busy plus i have been getting quite lazy.. Well.. Now other than classes at SIM, doing assignments(wow.. long time din do assignments le lor.. hee..), teaching, i really don't know wat else i am busy with leh.. Ok.. Other than being with shang on weekends and some weekdays.. Haha.. But he have been extremely BUSY this year.. Cuz his SIM course is like so busy.. 3 months a semester, so that means every 3 mths, 2 asgs per module and exams.. Wow.. If it's me, i sure collapse.. But I hope he will perservere on.. Jia YOu!!

I finished 1 asg over the weekend.. I really think i din write well for the asg but i cant be bothered to make any more changes le la.. I just don't like essay writing.. This kind of blog entries, i am fine cuz i dun have to bother abt grammer and typo errors.. And it's only for ppl who knows me.. Hmmm.. But nvm, i will just hand it up and see how i fare ba.. The other 2 asgs is slightly easier.. So will spread it out this and next weekend..

Jol's getting married this june!! I am so excited for her.. Hee hee.. Though she is very stressed la.. But she will get over it soon and be a HAPPY and RADIANT bride.. Suddenly remembered what she said last yr, she told me to bring someone to her wedding and that's my 任务.. And i did 达成任务！haha.. though the person i am bringing to her wedding is not the one she was talking abt.. Hee hee.. But anyway, she is happy for me.. And i am sure i made the right choice anyway.. Well, Life works in such a way that you never know what it have in store for us..

Oh.. Last friday during Contact time, Joan drew a picture and poem for me.. Haha.. It's so nice lor.. i went to laminate it and displayed it in my cupboard.. That shows how much i like it.. Hahaha.. But i haven scan it.. So only ppl who come my house can see it lor.. haha..

Ok.. till next time.. Hee.. Do tag, so i know my blog still have readers..