暧昧

写爱情故事写得上瘾的我，再一次的写了个不完美的爱情故事咯！所以，如果你喜欢完美结局的话，就不要读这个啦！你会很失望哦！

他们的相遇
一开始的他们不太了解彼此，点头之交，并没有擦出任何火花...

更深一层的认识
忘了是什么事使他们一直互相吸引地一起聊天、一起嬉笑、一起完成某些事务...

越陷越深的她...
当他们各分东西时，当她以为他们不会再见面了，人生不会再有交际时，
令她惊讶的是，他们一次又一次地见面了。
也因为这样，她总觉得自己越陷越深了。

不想成为他的困扰...
她真的很喜欢他，但是他却对她没有感觉。于是，因为她对爱的风度，他们成为了很要好的朋友。她关心他，也了解他，可是她却不愿意用爱去困扰他。

在没有确定对方的意愿时，她不是不懂如何表达爱意，而是不愿莽撞冒失引起别人的不安或困恼。

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杨丞琳-暧昧

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事
不可以超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑眼前的人
是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
wo……hu…wo…

A pat on your back, 2 Faith/Hope!

I finished marking and tabulating my Primary 2 students' results le!!! haha.. So happy for them!! and myself.. of course.. hee hee.. I only got 2 failures(out of 40).. And Most of them improved!! Especially my students who failed in SA1, did so well for SA2 that i really want to hug them tmr!! I saw how hard they work and i know they deserve the results!! IT's DEFINTELY not my hard work that helped them.. Not matter how hard a teacher push or work hard, if the students refused to work, then nothing will come out! SO, those who improved! Give yourselves a BIG PAT on the back!!
I was so worried for them when i saw their test results.. All of their results slipped and the parents got worried.. So did I!! So when i saw that they met my expectations.. 24 of them got Band 1! I really must say a BIG Thank you to them and their parents..
2 Faith/Hope Gals~~PAT PAT~~ GOod Job~~

Now I am waiting for my P5 results... ~~WOrried!!~~

不是习惯冷漠 而是 不想让狂热的深情 被窥透 所以 选择了隐逸......

My gals finish their exams today!!

Phew.. Finally.. My Gals' exams are over!!But maRking Fenzy starts for me.. I will be markiNG real fasT so tHat i know how well(or badly) they do!! Argh... I love and hate this suspense.. I definitely hope that they do well and much better than their SA1, if not, I need to do a lot of explaining to the parents.. And to myself too!!

They sang "tong hua" for me in class today.. So cute.. They simply love to sing to me.. haha.. I think they like KTV Too!!! haha.. Like me.. hee hee.. Like teacher like student?? hmm... Told them some jokes today and some of my students told jokes too.. Some of their jokes are err.... lame.. haha.. But wat to do? they are only P2.. Not bad le lah..
Think i really need to keep them entertain after their exams.. They are already siao today after my papers.. CAnt imagine them frm next week on! **Gulpz**

I am gg to make them sing in class.. Teach them some chinese songs.. haha.. Rub my virus off them..

Poem i wrote 2-3 yrs back...

天使与海豚

海豚的家是天使的游泳池
海豚的梦里出现天使的家
天使想给海豚个吻，　　　
但海豚总不在家。
海豚想给天使个拥抱，
可是天使的家却处得那么高。

无名诗
1）
他来自远方
没有任何归属
有的只是我　　　　　　　　　　　
错误的多情

我有如飞蛾
不能自拔
难敌火的诱惑
过几生几世也
难逃这命运！

2）
绿茫茫的一片
茶园，散发出淡淡的清香，　　　　　　
对你诉说她的故事。　　　　　　
身子与风快乐地起舞，
体现出完美的协调，拥
有太阳神的祝福，
益虫也在身上游走！

3）
雨总是让人感伤，
天气湿得让人发闷
是你自己的错觉
跳出这传统的思想
舞动你尘封已久
的身体，踏着
机械式的舞步，
会激起心中沉睡的热情!

一个有缺陷但美丽的爱情故事

爱情总是有许多波折。天下的情侣这么多，有几个真正了解了爱情。

爱情，两个字，21个笔画，如此的简单，但是，写爱情的诗、歌、故事、比喻句等何其多！

为什么？
因为人们总渴望爱情，期望爱情的降临！

我试图写一个爱情故事，我不知道是否有人也有过这样的经历。
但，这是我为了一个我认识不久，却对我影响深刻的人，所写的故事！
你应该知道你是谁！

枫与叶是好朋友。世人都认为男女之间不会有好朋友的存在关系，但他们却的确拥有了！直到，有那么一天，这段友情变了质...

他们相识多年。从相识到相知，从相知到相惜，从相惜到... 最终的...相爱。他们曾以为建立在朋友基础上的爱情是天长地久，幸福快乐的。

有了爱情的他们，失去了友情。失去友情的他们，才发觉相处方式有所改变了。他们找不到彼此当初当朋友时那种无所不谈，互相了解的默契。更触及不到当情人的那种甜蜜...

他们都知道，彼此不是对方最后的归宿。但是，他们却舍不得放手，他们一再地想尝试，挽救这场他们自认可以成功的爱情。他们现在已经非常习惯彼此的存在了，他们不知道各分东西的他们，有没有办法习惯没有对方的日子。因此，他们继续着...

想得较多的叶，有一天，终于做出了一个决定。她决定不再骗自己内心深处的感觉了！他们彼此相爱，但是，叶了解，相爱并不代表适合...

她决定...放手了。

叶非常舍不得，心中有一千个、一万个不舍.. 但，她又能怎样呢？不适合就是不适合，就好比把一个球硬塞进一个更小的盒子里，为何要那么辛苦呢？搞到最后，球破了，盒子也碎了。

叶答应枫，自己一定会活得很快乐，不会让自己有机会或时间哭，她会坚强，会活得比现在更好！

深爱着叶的枫，尊重她的决定，爱她，所以放她。让她去寻找自己的一片天空，让她自由自在地飞！这也会是一种快乐。

离开了枫的叶，过着只有自己的生活。心中那份爱意，并没有因为枫的不在而消失。但，她却不再提起。不是不要，而是不敢。她好怕，一旦想起，心中那种撕裂的痛，她不知道自己能不能够承受。因为，她曾经答应过枫，自己会活得很快乐。她不能违背诺言。决不能！

枫与叶曾一起到过很多地方。似乎，所有的地方都有他们共同的回忆。走过那熟悉的街道、那熟悉的建筑、那熟悉的味道、都是他们曾经拥有，共同美好的回忆。只可惜，景物优在，人事已非。

多年后，枫与叶又再度相逢了。枫成熟了，叶变漂亮了。看见彼此的他们，淡淡地相视而笑。

“嗨，你好吗？”枫问道。

“嗯，我很好。你呢？”叶淡淡地笑着。

“老样子啊。”

.......相顾无言......

就算彼此有千言万语，但在哪一瞬间，他们的脑袋却选择在这个时候罢工。

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* 相遇太早（周慧） *
* 当我们再度相视微笑
* 成熟的心有一点苍老
* 许多的伤痛都已经忘掉
* 记忆里剩下的全是美好
*
* 你我都找到新的依靠
* 过去对错已不再重要
* 只是我们都清楚地知道
* 心里还有个划不完的句号
*
* 只怪你和我相爱得太早
* 对于幸福又了解的太少
* 于是自私让爱变成煎熬
*
* 付出了所有却让彼此想逃跑
*
* 上天让我们相遇得太早
* 对于缘分却又给得太少
* 才让我们只能陷在回忆中懊恼
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~~ 逝去的爱情已不能挽回，再挽回，只不过是重蹈覆辙。那又何苦呢？~~

~~~~~~ 谁说不能？就是因为失去过，所以才更懂得珍惜！~~~~~~~~~~
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P.S.: I wrote this story for you, dear.. I don't know how much i guessed correctly.. But if i am wrong, hee heee.. You take it as u are reading a story lah..　I spent more than an hour writing this.. haha... If It's too 煽情，then i am sorry.. haha.. Cuz, u know lah, chinese are always more emotional... hee hee...

I am so free now!!

Haha.. Why am i writing so many entries these days?? cuz i AM SOO Freee... haha.. No lah.. I cant be bothered to pack my table.. It's so... messy~! But who cares? I live in a DUMP!! SO?? HAHA.. i cant be bothered as long i can find my things.. !!! haha.. It's such a rare chance for me to say that i am free.. Most of the time i am so busy that i get headaches and all.. Hee hee... Now i am gg to enjoy my moment of bliss... ahhhh.......
Michelle lim is so... interested in gg blading again.. hahaha... She suggested gg on the 5th of Nov again.. But, sorry to the ppl having A's haha... yr exams are jus round the corner.. WOrk hard lah and we will go out again after yr exams.... I dun know how many are interested lah.. Maybe in the end, only me, mich lim and xiuyue is interested.. haha... Then we 3 shall go and have fun!! Wow!!

Jus a poem to share....

Success
by Ralph Waldo Emerson

What is success?
To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people
And the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics
And endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty;

To find the best in others;

To leave the world a bit better
Whether by a healthy child, a garden
Patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier
Because you have lived;

That is to have succeeded.

苏轼的悼亡词

江城子
乙卯正月二十日夜记梦

十年生死两茫茫。不思量，自难忘。
千里孤坟，无处话凄凉。
纵使相逢应不识，尘满面，鬓如霜。
夜来幽梦忽还乡。小轩窗，正梳妆。
相顾无言，惟有泪千行。
料得年年肠断处，明月夜，短松冈。


这是苏轼写给他已故十年的妻子的悼亡诗。他对妻子的思念令我动容。
他们之间生死相隔。就算他走到妻子的坟前，那又如何？那么近却如此遥不可及。

定风波
三月七日沙湖道中遇雨。雨具先去，同行皆狼狈，余独不觉。已而遂晴，故作此词。

莫听穿林打叶声，何妨吟啸且徐行。
竹杖芒鞋轻胜马，谁怕？
一蓑烟雨任平生。
料峭春风吹酒醒，微冷，山头斜照却相迎。
回首向来萧瑟处，归去，也无风雨也无晴。

我爱上了苏轼的这种勇敢的精神。他已不再害怕，不再彷徨失措了。

结庐在人境，而无车马喧。
问君何能尔？心远地自偏。
采菊东篱下，悠然见南山。
山气日夕佳，飞鸟相与还。
此中有真意，欲辨已忘言。

我期望着这样的心境，这样的豁达，这样的悠然自在...

Vietnam? Taiwan? Nowhere??

Now i am wondering.. Where should I go at the end of the year? Should I go vietnam or taiwan? The others are not going to Vietnam this yr cuz of time constraints.. Judy is not sure too if she wanna go if it's only the 2 of us going.. Actually i don't mind going overseas alone.. Jus that I think my dad and sis will kill me if they find out.. haha..
On top of this, I am also very tempted to visit taiwan..Really.. I won't have problems gg there alone too.. Isn't it? Language is not a problem and transport is alright too.. Jus that I am torn between this two countries..
Hmmm... Taiwan is much more expensive than Vietnam.. ARGH!!! Wat should I do?
I really must go overseas this year end!! It's a well deserved break and I NEED THE BREAK!!! I really do!!!
But i know if i go to VN again, i won't be able to travel down to HCM again... Cuz i might be alone.. Maybe i should contact Ms Anh and ask if I could stay in Hoa Sua for a week or so and do something constructive there.. Better right???

I dun wanna hurt anyone.. Including myself..

I dun intend to hurt anyone.. Not even once in my whole life..

害人之心不可有，防人之心不可无。That's what i agree with.. All along..

可惜事与愿违，我不希望伤害到别人，但别人却因我的言行举止所伤害了。我是无心的，真的。

我现在只想快乐地过每一天。人生短短几十年，我们又何必为了一些烦人的事儿钻牛角尖呢？何必呢？

“凡”人不等于“烦”人。 我们是凡人，平凡但不贫乏，平淡但不是无味。人生可以是美丽，充满快乐的。

这都取决于自己，而不是别人。我差一点就忘了这么重要的事。

别人无法使你快乐，如果你选择啄瞎自己的心与眼。

如果你选择了快乐，那么，别人就无法使你伤心。

我曾尝试过，当朋友知道我难过时，我选择逃避他们的关怀，选择让伤痛淹没自己。我差一点就被淹死了。

但，幸好，最后，我选择了让自己快乐起来，感谢那早已存在的关怀，我变得更快乐了！

UV Light Gathering at ECP

Phew!! Thank goodness it didn't rain at all when we went to ECP today(i mean yesterday). It has been raining for the past few days and i am praying so hard that it won't rain today.. Luckily, heaven is kind! haha.. But instead of meeting at 2.30pm, it ended up to be 4pm and haiz.. We waited till 5.30 before we went to sit down at the pavilion. Waited at mac for 1.5 hrs for ppl to turn up! haiz..
Had some good fun and crapping at the pavilion.. But as what i expected, we didn't manage to finish the food at all. So chok sin's car became the store for our things and we went for blading! haha.. I must say, we are a real bunch of daredevils, all 10 of us don't really know how to blade and we actually went on the blades together.. WOW!! SOme of them are even first time bladers!! BRAVE siah!! haha.. Tze Xiang went on the blades but she fell down and cut her finger.. I was so worried for her.. SO i managed to persuade her out of blading.. Cuz I won't be able to take care of her since i am not that good in blading too..
Poor Judy had a bad fall on the slope. Now she have a strained elbow.. Poor thing.. She will have difficulties bathing and all.. Haiz.. Hope she get well soon!
And as for me, i guess i will have to stop blading for a while le.. Cuz my blister is quite bad now.. Plus today blading, i have another blister on top of the raw skin! DUH! It stings!! OUCH OUCH!! I realize that i always get injuries ridiculously.. Blisters at the foot and abrasions on knuckles?? funny..
Anyway, special thanks to Chok Sin once again for being the chaffeur for the day.. Thank you thank you!! hee hee..
P.S.: UV LIGHTers... We are real lucky leh.. IT's RAINING RIGHT NOW!!! Ha ha.. I will have a great night sleep tonight!! hee hee.

do wat??

hmm.. tmr is the PSLE marking and it'll be the straight till friday.. Good.. That means i can wake up later and go home earlier.. haha.. Cuz my marking centre is at Yio Chu Kang Pri!! HAHA... Why i so happy?? haha.. cuz it's jus a 5 mins walk away from my hse.. haha... SO SHIOK ah..
Next week is the SA for my gals.. I am kinda of worried for them.. Not for the P2s, i only wonder if they can do as well as i expected only.. but my P5s, haiz.. I really dun know wat to say.. They give me the feeling that they think the exams are over already and they are already in holiday mood.. whatever i explain, they dun listen.. Ok.. fine.. let's see how they do for the exams..
Tmr, gg to watch corpse bride with sharon and denise.. Poor jo got to study for exams!! hey jo! all the way!! I believe u can do it!! No prob man!
I went blading with sharon again today at a carpark in sengkang.. haha.. i think i still prefer my own carpark.. at least, it's not that slippery.. too smooth le lah.. that sengkang carpark.. hmm.. Really think that i should practice more.. if not, i may lose the interest.. That's me lah.. Lose interest real fast.. haha...
Haiz.. really wonder when pei pei wanna get her blades.. waiting for her to get them and we can go blade together.. but hor, getting her to buy blades already take such a long time... then get her to go blade maybe need another month.. so maybe, we will be able to go blading together.... say... in dec?? or next yr? hmm... dun know.. but once she goes with us, i will sure enter an entry... hahaha... ahem..... no offence ah... jus my inner thoughts here.. I dun like to force ppl to do things.. cuz i understand that sometimes we really jus dun feel like gg out.. i feel like that too.. sometimes...
I am looking forward to sat gathering at east coast park with the UV LIGHTers.. Finally almost all of us are turning up for this!! haha.. ANd it'll be a very busy sat for me.. right after the last blading session, i will have to come home and make sandwiches.. haha.. hope that my sandwich is still edible lah.. still as tasty as before.. haha.. if not, they will have to find toilet already.. Please....... DON'T RAIN ON THAT DAY!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!!! COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY!!! NOT THIS SATURDAY!!!

Downloading.....

Haiz.. Waiting to for that 王子变青蛙 ep2 to finish dl.. THen i can watch it le!! yeah!! HAha.. So now got time to write this entry.. A bit the Bo liao lah.. But better than doing nothing wat.. right?? haha.. This weekend is quite a good one.. I finished my lessonplan yesterday in school already.. And i will only want to mark my stuff tmr so for the whole day today, i am relaxing and doing nothing.. Haha.. Anyway, today morning i went for roller-blading lessons.. Under the learn-to-play program of CCAB.. SO it's much cheaper than outside.. HAd an enjoyable morning.. haha.. THe coach, ken, said that me and sharon learn faster, jo is a bit scared of the ground and denise is ok.. he said i am the happy go lucky kind and pick up things unknowingly.. hmm.. ppl always see this side of me hor?? Happy go lucky.. seems like i am quite good at this.. haha.. Ken says he wan to teach us new things next week.. haha.. though i am very happy, but i am really very afraid of falling lor.. but they dun believe me!! chey! And anyway, they bought me the blades today for my EARLY birthday present... Wah.. really very early.. but nvm, then i can use my own blades rather than the school's one.. hee hee.. Maybe next year can intro blading to the taf gals, hope that the new P will approve lor..

P.S.: Just now Shang jus msg me, saying that Jiajun won a silver in an intense match for his weight category... And tmr he will be fighting in the team kumite and open category.... WOW... Really hope that he can win again.... THis is a real good warmup before the SEA GAmes.. I hope that he can do even better in the SEA Games.. Get a Gold and show it to SNOC that Karate can get a gold for Singapore too!!!!! hahaha..