Updates on my life...

I didn't type in any entries these days.. Either i was too lazy or i was too busy.. Hee hee..

I met up with ser and jud on thurs for dinner.. Well, Ser had some problems with dan and they might be heading for divorce.. Though me and jud supported her decision but jud and me have different views on her reasons.. No matter what, I jus will give ser the emotional support that
she needs..

On friday evening, i went to meet shang at funan trying to get my HD but, surprisingly, all the 250 GB HD are all sold out! DUH! Wat a day! Made me waste a trip down when i could have spent the time marking the books in school! So sad..

Yesterday was the busiest day with so many places to go! I was in school in the morning for the AEP course.. As usual, i was teaching the teachers how to do balloon twisting.. After that i was marking till i left school..
J was drinking orange juice from bk and i guessed it was bought by km.. well.. i was grumbiling abt it and saying how come km din bother to ask me if i wanted anything.. so J tried to explain that km asked her.. i said that well, km know i am gg wat.. how come didn't ask me leh? i told them that i am quite upset la.. hee hee.. now i think km is guilty for not getting the drink for me.. haha...
After which i met up with ice and jud for blood donation, they were asking me how come he didn't come along, well.. i had to explain on his behalf that he got some duties to do.. haiz.. anyway, the donation went well except that ice din manage to donate her blood cuz of the flow.. Poor thing.. she's quite upset that she couldn't donate.. we then went to taka to get the presents for bk and ting... oh my! ting's present is so difficult tofind.. had a hard time looking for it.. let's hope she get to learn her tarot readings by next gathering then we can try out her skills.. Ice, jud and me put up a show when we reached fish & co, we acted as if we are angry with the dist we have to walk from taka to park mall and we were complaining and grumbling abt each other.. heee hee.. so in the end, we didn't get scolded for being late.. haha... But seriously, we were really tired by the time we reached the restaurant.. As usual, we were talking nonsense and crapping.. There were a lot of ppl celebrating their bdays in the restaurant and 1 of the group actually bought a special underwear for the bday boy.. Haha.. so we were shouting"wear it, wear it" from our table and he really did.. he even turned ard and showed us.. haha.. so funny!
We were taking pics outside fish & co.. for almost half an hour! OMG!! i really admire ourselves for that.... By the time i leave, it's 11pm..
Haiz.. the height discrepancies is jus too great.. No choice la.. They are too tall...













As usual, my dear friends trying to act cool here..












haha... i was supposed to be at white tangerine by that time.. As i couldn't get a cab, i took the NEL which is good la.. can save some money..
As usual, we were chatting and playing pictionary until J came... But she didn't play yday cuz she was too zonked out.. I explained the process of blood donation to CH and AP and they nearly freaked out.. haha.. So funny.. I think that guy is super good at drawng and guessing.. he really very good at it and he's knowledgeble.. Ap couldn't stant it anymore and asked him not to be so clever... ahaha.. I think it's us who is stupid not he clever lor.. by the end of the session, I am very zonked out too.... so tired.. I reached home ard 3am in the morning... Wah.. so sleepy...

As for today, i attend fid's wedding in the afternoon and when i came back, i finished the comics ting lent me and i took a nap.. Now i am doing the back up for my laptop! Oh my.. so l...o..n..g.... And my com is lagging now cuz of the trsf... I tink i got too many photos already.. Basically the HD is for the photos.. I cant afford to lose them if my laptop crash.. and i got so many impt stuff in my laptop, i will cry if it's all gone!
I am supposed to do the headins for the paper today and i am too lazy to do so.. I shall do that tmr.. so lazy of me.. haiz.. i keep procrastinating things.. Such a bad habit.. But leopard cant change it's spots.. too bad then!!

Ok... long story's over..

Pooh and Eeyore!

Yippee. Got my Pooh back from school today.. He has been accumulating dust in the staff room! and I finally can mend his hole in his errr.. backside!
haha.. Anyway, Pooh and Eeyore is happily sitting on my lap now.. so nice... happy!!

Nice sat...

Met AP at kovan today to get my shoes.. THough i was late but i can see that she can occupy herself with shopping.. Haha.. she already have 2 bags of stuff by the time i met her.. wow!! Impressive..

Well.. I think i shop better with particular ppl.. Cuz i bought lots of stuff yesterday.. Haha.. I got myself 2 t-shirts, 1 pair of shoes ( i was there to get only this pair of shoes!!!), 1 tube-top, 1 CD, Facial cleanser from body shop..

WE managed to get CH down for coffee too.. And AP is so funny, she wanna get CH down to buy blades!! DUH!! I think if u ask her to get the blades, i doubt she will come.. hee hee.. anyway, she came.. We wanted to go to MAc for coffee but i manage to see a cafe at the CC..
It's a Nice place.. There are games provided and live singing.. Not bad.. (BTW, i met Kelvin there.. Long time no see him siah.. Still the same..) We played a game of stacko and then we started on Pictionary.. Had a good laugh man!! It's so funny.. Now we know who's good at guessing and drawing...

Jo joined us halfway and well, though she says she not good at drawing, we still manage to guess it.. But hor, Jo, none of us there except CH is good in drawing leh... But we were playing for hours till the shop closes.. We had a fun time laughing, guessing and drawing... Think we can go there to destress ourselves.. Or next time, we will jus crash in CH's place.. hee hee...

Conclusion:
1) CH is the artist
2) AP is the guesser
3) Never let AP and Jo go toilet or anywhere on their own.. 2 路痴 doesn't help in directions..
Muahahaha.. I am mean..

P.S.: THanks alot AP for your Eeyore.. I love it!! I know why u bought a stuff toy for me, thanks for your concern and love... Muackz!!

Me and the Eeyore!! So cute!! Both of us!! haha..

I hugged him to sleep yesterday and i was carrying him all ard the house today.. Haha... He's so cuddly.. Tink I will bring my Pooh back tmr to keep Eeyore company... So nice...

有感而发

勉强是没有幸福的，既然落花有意，流水无情，那又何必恋恋不舍呢？是时候放开了... 有时候当朋友反而比较舒服、快乐。当情人时，你对对方会有更多的要求与束缚，这样一来，乐趣就会流失，那又何苦呢？如果到最后，不再是情人时，你不就失去了一个知心朋友吗？算起来，似乎不太划算。当朋友，有许多好处，你不会吃醋、猜疑甚至吵架！
朋友可以一生一世，情人不一定可以。
所以你的决定是什么？
决定放开，与他保持朋友关系是最好的选择。

Sunburnt!!

Chris ge ge showed me his new N70 hp at the dinner and i started taking pics with his hp!! Cool, i like the camera function.. Can self take pictures!! Wah.. I like it.. I will consider it the next time i buy a phone!! I simply love this function!! No more off screen shots!!!
This is one of the shots i took!! haha..

The lobster with the bride, Hong Yan..

IT has been a long time since i got sunburnt.. Yday I brought the netball gals out for friendly matches at Kallang.. Well, the sun is out and there's no shelter! Ahh... Under the sun for 4 hrs, wat do u tink will happen to my arms??!! Luckily i wore a sleeveless shirt.. haiz.. but the 2 tones is still very obvious.. When i went for the wedding dinner at night, people were asking wat happen to me? They say i look liked a cooked lobster and they know wat shirt i wore in the morning! Very funny! *&$(#@!# (grumblings) Thank you so much people! Anyway, for this wedding dinner emcee, i finally got an ang pow!! Yeah!! BUT, that doesn't mean i like being an emcee for wedding dinner!!!

Gruesome show..

Yeks.. Watched Final Destination 3 jus now.. Oh my.. Gross siah! Keep watching gross and gory shows this week.. First is Underworld and now this.. Eee...
Anyway, we went to Country Manna and had our lunch.. That place is empty!! And he said it's jus like we booked the whole place.. True la.. But a bit quiet lor and i cant talk or laugh too loudly.. hahaha...
After that we went to get the tickets.. I thot the cinema will be empty but well, seems like a lot of ppl also haven watched this show yet lor.. He said that the director is creative.. haha.. So many ways of dying.. hee hee.. I jus find the whole show bloody and gory.. I even shut my eyes for a few scenes... EEKS...
Hmmm.. but i didn't get my gift today.. Phew.. Luckily he haven buy yet, cuz he didn't drive today (cuz it's so near his hse!!! I am grumbling here...) so i cant leave the gift in his car.. I wont want to carry it ard too la.. Quite Awkward.. I tink he will try to get it the next time.. He has good memory as wat he claimed to be... So i gotta wait again for it.. Hmmm... Maybe it'll be another month before i can see the gift la... Haiz...

Going out later!!

YEah.. I am gg to watch Final Destination!! FINALLY!!! I will get my gift too.. heehee... So excited.. But of course, i am not so bad as to take advantage of him.. I got him a gift too..
But hor, i still wanna complain.. If he planned for the movie when it jus came out, i wouldn't have to travel so far jus to watch that movie lor!! Now FD only showing at a few places and at funny timings.. So in the end, we chose the place with a better timing, 3.45pm.. He's very pleased with the location and he keep saying that this place is good, PPL is good, food is good.. blah blah blah.. Of course it's good for him.. Cuz it's jus opp his hse! DUH!! THat's a plot!! He too lazy to go far.. argh.. Haiz.. No choice.. If we delay any longer, the show will be gone and i want my gift!! haha...

Went Blading again!! YEah!!

Yday was a busy day for me.. GG to sch in the morning to oversee the netball training and then went to meet AP and CH for KTV session (again.. hee hee.. Alot of times this mth). When i got home by 3pm, i went to take a nap be4 mtg them, jo n S for the blading session.. Jo asked me why are we mtg at 5.30.. It's so early.. Guess wat i said, I told her cuz everyone will be late.. Haha.. As expected.. We only managed to reach ECP @ 6.40pm.. Poor CH, she's supposed to be cycling but she was "forced" to "try out" blading.. She rented the blades and we went to ford road.. She was trying so hard but i could see that she is real scared of falling.. Hee.. IT is fun to be with them..
I was so hardworking.. I bladed from ford road back to the shop where CH rented her blades woh!! It's super far.. Haha.. And i was so tired by the end of it.. We had a super filling dinner after that.. And i think we put back more then we gave out.. haiz...

Quote for the day...

Your self-confidence may be put to the test, but if you remain adaptable and keep your sense of humor, you'll pass with flying colors. In fact, you may emerge from this trial with a stronger sense of worth.

Proud....

JJ drew real well and i particularly love one of his pictures.. So i suggested to him that i will write a poem for him.. I already composed 1 poem a week ago but i forgot to save it somewhere.. And JJ din keep the sms i sent him! Argh... So sad.. I lost the 1st poem i wrote (and with my bad memory, i forgot wat i wrote!!) So i wrote another poem last night... Haiz.. I still prefer the 1st one i wrote.... (The back of him is the present world and he's looking at his previous world.)

The Poem

昂首阔步，足不留。
蓦然回首，鬓如雪。
跨越时空，忆红颜。
已失千年，谁欲记？

Explaination of the poem (I found that it's too difficult to explain in english.. So i wrote it in chinese.. hee hee...)

他来自千年的古代，来时，他毫无眷恋牵挂。

在现代生活了一阵子，他才赫然发现自己始终放不下他世界里的人。

只是，现在的他，只有记忆陪着他。

他思念着某个人，可惜，他已不在她身边了。

已失去千年的恋情，谁还会记得，谁又会挂念呢？

Time Flies... But why am i grumbling?

I think being teachers, youth and time is sold to the school.. I feel that i am getting older by the day and I haven even accomplished anything.. None..
Term 1 is coming to an end with only 1 week left to the Mar hOls..
Hols?? Wat hols?? There is no such thing such as HOLIDAYS! It's time for teachers to attend courses and more courses, it's time for teachers to clear the work that we have been procrastinating since week 1, it's time for teachers to start setting the SA papers.. In short, it's time for teachers to do work that we don't have time to do during school term..
Yes ppl, i am grumbling here.. I don't why i am so grumpy today.. Dun ask me why... I always will laugh and start to talk crap when i am stressed up.. So the crappier i get, the more laughter u hear from me, you will know why.. But today i am extremely grumpy.. Even ppl who jus know me also found something wrong with me.. I am fine, friends.. I jus need to let my brain rest a while, but i know i cant...

My weekend is burnt again.. Tmr is the Parents Tea Party, Sunday is another tournament and a wedding dinner to attend.. I dun even have time to rest.. How to rest? I really wanna take a long rest ah!!

As the days go by, i really wonder if he forgot his promise.. I am thinking everyday : Did that fellow forget his promise?? Is he going to fulfil his promise?
I really hope he doesn't forget.. If he does, i will be very angry and very disappointed in him lor... Cuz i trust him so much.. So pls ah.. If u ever read this entry, don't u ever forget your promise ah.. You promised.. Promises are not meant to be broken, they are meant to be fulfilled! Remember that...

My fingers are aching!

I jus completed the writing of hanyu pinyin for the scriptures!! Ouch!! My finger hurts now!! It's a ten thousand word scripture(total 34 pages) and I manage to complete it within 3 days.. Impressive.. But mY fingers, hand and shoulders are hurting now.. So painful.. Jo say i am so kind.. BUt what to do when the ppl who ask u to do work is my brother's best friend and he's jus like an elder brother to me??!! Haiz.. Poor me!! Kana bullied by these so called "brother"! U can't turn them down and got to do the work for them!
Then another irritating thing, the other best friend of my brother(another so called "brother" la.. only know how to ask me to do work!) is getting married and he jus called me jus now!! Guess Wat??!! Haiz.. He asked me to be the emcee for his wedding!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!! IDIOT!!! LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME EAT THE WEDDING DINNER IN PEACE LAH!!
But hor, i very poor thing.. I can't say no.. AHHHHHH.....
WHY WHY WHY??!!! WHY MUST I DO ALL THESE STUFF??

Back from a long.... day

Wow.. Today is a long... day.. Began with going to West Grove Primary for the Karate tournament.. Really wonder why i agree to help out lor!! My goodness!! It's in Boon Lay leh!! But at least they pay us now to be officials.. haha.. But anyway, i know i had to do it lah even if it's free labour.. Karate is still my passion.. Though i dun train so often nowadays.. Hee.. Not that i am lazy but I am jus too busy to go down for training! But the events ran quite smoothly with not much of hitches.. I shall take it as a training for the coming AKF in March where there will be participants from other countries.. Think i will busier than..
After that, we, the liangshan group went for dinner at Bukit Batok.. Had a simple dinner and then talk nonsense there lor.. As usual! With this group of people, if we don't talk nonsense, it'll be very difficult...
I reached home around 10 and bathed.. And guess what!? Pei Pei called me and asked me out! EH??!! GO KTV? WITH CH??? EH?? Oh my.. THat's quite unusual.. I never knew CH go KTV.. haha.. But i din want to sleep so early tonight so i agreed instantly! And my sis whom is the KTV freak wanted to go too.. haha.. We called Jo but she refused to come down and join us.. So sad.. But nvm la, no choice, she lost her voice.. haiz..
Luckily, I won't be gg for blood donation tmr anymore.. If not, i think with my long day and the late night, i will faint after the donation! haha... So ppl, we will go for donation 2 weeks later ah.. Dun forget..
I jus hope that this dear friend of mine will not have anything on again la.. He's so busy and yet he still say he's free.. Haha.. But Ok la.. I won't blame u for sendin your brother off la.. It's really not your fault.. I was jus teasing u this afternoon.. I understand how busy you can get.. I really DO!!And it's a good thing that we cancelled the blood donation since the other 2 fellow can take a rest too.. We are real tired after the tournament lor..

P.S.: Haha.. Testing the colors now.. so idiotic!!

Quote for the day

Sometimes you have to take the leap,and build your wings on the way down.
-Kobi Yamada

Ｂｕｓｙ ｂｕｓｙ ｍｅ！！

I have been so busy for the past few days.. Total Defence Day, marking, packing of NE cupboard.. I wasn't in the best of moods this week cuz of some unhappiness.. I won't want to elaborate it more here.. I rather write all the bad things that happen in the sand and let the sea waves carry it away as far as it can...

I was in school till around 8pm on thursday and friday.. Jo was with me on thursday and before we left, P came in and was shocked to see us still around.. She even asked jokingly if we were abt to camp in school.. Haha.. Very funny!

Friday was the TTD assembly talk.. I was so sad that alvin din have enough time to give the full talk!! IT's such a waste!! HE had done such a great job! Most of the teachers and even the P told me that he's good but too bad that he didn't manage to do a full presentation! ARGH!!
But anyway, 1 big event down and 3 more to go! Gambatte!!

Actually i could have left earlier on friday, but cuz of that fellow i was meeting that day for dinner, i waited in school for him so that he can come and pick me up in school.. But in the end, he told me that he got a meeting and can we meet for supper instead? Hmmm.. well.. Ok.. Bo pian.. He picked me at ard 10plus and we went for supper at kovan.. We chatted till 1 plus in the morning before sending me back.. haha.. had a great time as he never fails to cheer me up.. Hee hee.. Most importantly, he promised to get something for me the next time we meet!! haha.. (but pls ah, ppl, he's not gg to get anything funny la.. jus something to make me happy only!! Hee hee.. And i am not gg to say wat it is!!! Oh ya, dun ask me who he is, i will not say and no, he's not my boyfriend or anything!! :p) haha.. I can't wait to see the stuff he will get me!!

Yesterday was so tiring as we had to go and recce Bishan Park again for this year's walk-jog run.. Hopefully with so many new people on the job, we can do an even better job than last year! We must improve on a lot of things and inject new things into it!!

Another arrow!

After the recce, the 3 of us went back to school to do work.. Well, i think we are sickos, workaholics!! can u imagine that we are so happy when Mr Poon announce that the school will close at 7pm?!!? I think we are all siao already!! So i managed to clear my P3 compos there and then and some of the books.. I even asked ting to come and help me to clear the NE stuff!! Phew!! However, the cupboards were so dusty that i am still having a sore nose now!

Ok.. Lazy to write any more things already.. I am still sniffing now and I hope to do some more work later... ARGH!!!!
Signing off for dinner now!!

P.S.: To PeiPei, I am so sorry that I can't attend your baptism today! I was real busy this weekend.. Anyway, Congratulations on your baptism!! Hugz..

也许，或许，有可能？

恶作剧之吻
我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔得清晰
也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜
有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧


也许我已陷入了你温柔的眼里，
或许你已习惯了我任性的要求，
我们有可能一起走我们的未来的人生吗？

Quotes for days

Want a better life? It's actually a pretty straightforward process. Learn to recognize your own skills and talents and believe that everything and everyone you encounter is a step on your road to good fortune.

As long as you’re going to be thinking anyway,
THINK BIG.
-Donald Trump

We must have the courage to allow a little disorder in our lives.
-Ben Weininger

欧阳修《生查子 元夕》

去年元夜时，花市灯如昼。月上柳梢头，人约黄昏后。
今年元夜时，月与灯依旧。不见去年人，泪湿春衫袖。

献给你的！我的最佳排挡！

如果你不再出现
我的世界
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验
什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

也许你觉得天空是灰色的，
也许你觉得心里是下着雨的，
也许你觉得自己是感情的失败者，
也许你觉得自己不值得别人来爱，
也许....
这么多的也许，
使得你的心被蒙上了一层抹不去的忧伤...
看见你那悠悠寡欢的脸庞，
我也在
为你悲伤着，
为你着急着...
你
值得别人来爱！
你
有权利选择让自己快乐！
你
善良可爱！
你
乐于助人！
你
比玫瑰漂亮！
你
是我生命中
不可或缺，闪亮的星星！
也许这颗星星被云遮住了，
但是，我相信，这只是暂时的，
在不久的将来，你会再为周遭的人绽放光芒！

在此，送你这一首歌！

好人有好抱
公主别哭肿大眼睛
悲痛太不流行
浪费美丽
分手像搭乘滑翔翼
飘过风里云里
降落草地
都曾努力
别全否定
他并不是不爱你
是更爱随兴
woo baby baby babybaby baby baby
回忆太吵你睡不着
把我当沙发靠一靠
好人有好抱
是天使就会被爱找到
woo baby baby babybaby baby baby
不能阻止所有风暴
但我们会背着你逃
好人有好抱
你会有浪漫又可靠的拥抱
你会被羡幕的抱抱
山顶看灯火看繁星
就算漆黑夜里
也有美丽
想成长的人会剪辑
爱的眉眼背影
记念回忆
幸福会抱著你吵闹微笑

Brain dead....

I stepped out of the lift today and walked along the corridor.. "wow, they changed their gate ah?" As i walked on, I told myself "Eh, how come the govt so kind as to change the gates of the houses? Maybe my house gate will also change too??" When i almost reached my house, i had a surprise! Wow!! My house's gate also changed! But hmmm, how come the interior is different too???!! Then, it dawned on me.. I was on the 6th storey... No wonder everything looks different, from the view out to the next block to the corridor...
I really felt like a gong gong...