I am too pissed to think..

I think i am over reacting.. I am too pissed at that moment to be thinking.. Haiz.. I think if all things compound together, it makes matters worse.. If the incidents happen separately on different occasions, i will jus laugh it off.. It is cuz all the incidents happen over a span of a short time that cuz me to snap.. oh my.. Wat happen to the "magnimous" Jasmine who can take jokes? Gone??
I dun like being angry.. I want everything to go back to normal.. But can it?? I wonder..

I am trying to make things work here.. But to no avail.. In fact, i jus made matters worse and got myself in this stupid situation.. Why must i be the busybody??

I don't wanna be angry anymore.. It's hurting.. I dun like that feeling.. I simply tink i am jus childish in getting so angry and upset.. But i can't help it.. Now trying to make the anger go away, i feel so tired.. I dun wan my fren to get hurt or quarrel with another cuz of this.. That's why i just wanna let this thing cool off..

One part of me is scolding myself for being so childish, kypo, bo liao, sensitive towards this whole issue.. It is just a small matter.. Why am i harping on it?? Let go and you will feel better.. Remember: You rather be the happy Jasmine where frenz know u will understand them and their actions.. You dun wanna cause any rifts between frenz.. You dun wanna be viewed as a senseless kid trying to gain attention.. Dun let others think u are a person with a low EQ..

I hope this will be the last blog entry for the whole incident.. Cross my fingers..