That's Life..

Mood: Moody, Sad, Lost...

I really dun know how to describe my feelings now.. Every problem is like a river flowing.. It has a start and the end is in the sea (a collection of problems).. And as the river flows, the problem starts accumulating more things, either more water or more rubbish.. No matter wat it collects, the flow of the river jus gets faster and the water simply gets heavier.. Now i have a few rivers flowing and one of it is simply quite overwhelming since yesterday.. I really dun know what the river wants and the river ignores me and refuses to tell me it's troubles.. But it jus creates a lot of noise and ripples, this is keeping me on the edge and on my nerves.. This river will definitely dry up one day and i hope that i can keep this river clean and remove all debris from it.. So that when it dries up, the river will be happy and there will be no rubbish left on the river bed.. But this process of cleaning up is taking its toll on me.. I jus pray that i will have the strength to go on.....

If u dun understand what or who i am refering to.. It's ok.. Cuz i dun mean to let anyone know the problem.. No one can help me except myself.. Ijus wan to let off steam here..

P.S.: No matter how much i want to give up, i can't.. This is how life is.. U have to accept anything that is in your hands, may it be poison or medicine...