CAn'T go Vietnam agaiN?

Oh my! I am so sad.. Jus heard from the office that my P didn't approve my leave to go to VN.. She asked how come i have to go to an AVIAN FLU country.. I am so sad.. Seems like i got to go to her personally and request for her permission.. I guess she will give me a long talk on it.. IF she is free la.. Or she will jus refuse flat on my face.. HOW HOW HOW?? if i am not in this line, who cares where i go?? I understand the situation and i am willing to quarantine myself if needed... I really wanna go.. Why cant nobody understand??? WHy??