Woh.. Super Accurate Mood Analysis for me!!!

I took a mood analysis test yesterday online.. I didn't expect it to be so accurate lor!! My goodness.. I pasted the whole results below and the Bold, Italic sentences are what i feel that is the most accurate for me right now!! Woh!! Interesting siah.. If anyone of u interested, go on to this website and look for mood analysis test..
http://www.selfnetwork.com/flash/color.asp?testnum=37

Mood Analysis Test
Results for Test Taken Saturday, April 16, 2005
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'. You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but it's fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer. The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.

First Time singing with very low volume

Went KTV with Ping and Jiahui yesterday at orchard.. And haha.. Guess what, yesterday was the first time that i sing KTV so softly.. the music was too soft and i cant really hear the tune and always sing out of tune.. Haiz.. But bo pian, Ping cant stand loud music.. haha.. so i jus have to sing based on my tune in the head!!(which is always wrong)
I better train myself more be4 i go KTV with Ping.. Must learn how to sing without a tune.. hahaha...

Dinner at Sembawang Park

Went to Sembawang Park on friday with chok sin. Wah.. super ulu place lor.. Luckily Chok borrowed his dad's car, if not, hmmm.. I really wonder how we are going to get there lor.. Met Chok at Sembawang mrt at 7pm.. So i stayed in school till abt 6.30pm and took the MRT there.. Chok was a bit late, no prob.. But hey, he was wearing bermudas and he still dared to ask me why i wear so nicely?? DUh!! I just finish school lor.. Expect me to wear like him ah?? HAhaha..
But that place is really not bad.. The ambience is good and u can choose to sit either indoors or outdoors.. You can choose either western or eastern food there.. The food is ok too.. We shared 3 dishes with rice.. As expected, he couldn't eat much & as for me.. Hee hee.. Vietnam is where i eat a lot but in S'pore, OOpss.. I can't eat that much.. If i was with the 3 freaks, they will be able to finish the food for me!! HA haa..
We chatted for a while and after the dinner, we proceed to serangoon gardens for coffee.. Phew, he drived.. hahaha.. the benefits of a car..
We went hunting for a car park lot and boy, singaporeans really quite free hor?? No place to park car woh!! so many ppl so free lor.. hahaha... But as in serangoon gardens, jus have to find a spot and just park yr car.. what to do?? as long as we didn't park in front of the house or yellow line, no one will bother..
We had coffee at Coffee Bean... And continued our chatting till 1 plus in the morning.. Well, i must say that he is a nice person to chat with.. So i had a great night out.. didn't waste my sleeping time.. hahaha.. guess he won't kill me if i said this hor??

Observation's here!!! Argh....

haiz.... observation is here again.. and once again, i have to put up a wayang show to my HOD.. that's what i hate.. why am i choosing a day to put up a super good show for my superior?? it's not as if i can do such time consuming things on other days too!! That deficts the purpose of teaching, isn't it?? haiz.. but what to do?? 人在江湖，身不由己。顺手推舟咯。haiz.. sianz right?? I am so so busy since sunday.. Since last year, kana scolded by my Principal cuz of my super bad teaching during my observation (though she wasn't sitting in!!) , i've been jittery since last year.. Think i will have sleepless night tomorrow... Argh!!!!

PRIDE

昨天刚买了由木村拓哉所主演的Pride，一回到家里，我就迫不及待地开来观赏。果然不负我这么支持SMAP，嘻嘻，这的确是部好片。比起之前的Good Luck，这部也是有关爱与奋斗。日本人果然还是拥有这种气魄啊！只要有心、肯奋斗、肯勇往直前，成功与幸福就在不远处。日剧的魅力就在这里，日剧有鼓舞人心，让人有发奋图强的的功效。里头若有若无的爱情，队友之间的团结实在令人感动。木村所饰演的角色-春，的内心世界非常有趣。和我有类似的地方。
特别喜欢里头的一句台词：有时要放弃Pride, 你也必须要有Pride才能做得到啊！没看过这部戏的人，对不起啦！你们有可能完全不知道我再说什么吧！没关系，你无需了解。Maybe..
其实，我有时候常常在想，木村有时还真是个难理解的人啊！因为太爱SMAP了，所以他们所说的话会让我反复地想，他们真正想说的是什么？木村有时会说一些令人费解的话，或是一些很深奥难懂的话，令其他成员完全不知该如何接话才好。嘻嘻，说来奇怪，也许是因为我和木村有相同的星座吧（生日是11月13号，天蝎座），我发现我们的性格还真是有点相似的地方呢！我也是这样的人啊！在和朋友说话时，我有时会发出一些言论，但我常常不知该如何启齿或是完全词不达意，心里常常想，我该怎么说才能让他们明白我的话呢？但是，最近的我在想，我还是不要再在朋友面前说一些太过奇怪的言论吧。最近的我，太悲观了，有点愤世嫉俗了。

现实是残酷的

当你被你最亲近、最敬爱的人欺骗时，你会有什么感受？气愤、失望、满脑子的为什么？当他一而再，再而三地说谎时，你还会相信他的话吗？不会！我不会再相信他！但是，为什么我心里的某一个角落却在无助、悲凉地说“再相信他一次吧！原谅他吧！他有他的苦衷、苦处啊!悲伤、寂寞、没有人生目标的人，你怎么还能忍心谴责他呢？更何况，你又有什么权力谴责一个给予你生命又如此疼爱你的人呢？”
‘为什么要自讨苦吃！’‘你能够帮得了多久？多少？’‘到最后，辛苦的将会是自己’这些都也是一些至亲至爱的人劝告之语。我也了解他们对我的关爱。但是，我不知道该怎么向他们解释我的心情及心态。我只能心领了。我不是自讨苦吃，我只是别无他选。我不是没想过到底我还得帮多久、多少 - 只是，我不想等到将来，永远失去了他，才来后悔为何现在的我没有尽全力让他快乐。这一天一定会到来，也许会是今年，也许会在不久的将来，我真的不想到那时才来后悔。因为，后悔莫及、悔不当初的心情会比现在来得更痛苦。


人，要是能更无情、更无心、会不会比较快乐？能够无情的话，那么，无论是爱情、友情还是亲情，哪一种情都不会有任何机会伤到我了，不是吗？哈哈！可惜啊！想归想，我能这么潇洒、超脱吗？不可能！别说笑了！如果我能这样洒脱的话，我还会在这儿写这些吗？

好累啊...心累了...人累了...身累了...精神累了...好想就抛开这里的一切烦恼，逃到天涯海角、世界的另一端...但...好可惜啊...又是一个不可能的事啊！

Finally decided to get a start!!

WOh!! Why am i Here?? HEe hee.. Cuz i just saw some of my frenz' blogs and i got inspired to get one too!! A stupid reason but HeCK!! Who cares siah?? ha ha...
And this blog is just as well.. I am getting too super Stresssed with my work and Stuffz.. Spent my MAr HOLS SettiNG exam Papers!! Super sianz.. Haiz... I didn't expect teaching to be such a demanding job!! Didn't we always see our teachers going off early and they have their school Hols just like the students?? Shiok right!! But omg!! DREAM ONZ!!!
But what to do?? The bond is for 3 years!! HEe hee.. die die also must stay on.. if not, I will pay thru MY NOSE!! Read the news lately?? THe trainee teacher who failed her last sem (CUz of PracticuM) had to pay for breach of contract!! She's paying by installments! Guess how long she has to pay!! 40 years!! BOY!!
Hmmm... I am getting a bit negative here.. hmmm... sorry ah!! first entry and it's all complains.. but anyway, i will try to put in some good things some other day lah.. today's not a good day.. tmr doesn't seem good either... hahahaha