I haven't been real happy for the past few days.. In my mind, I have been thinking of something that happen in school the other day.. It affected me so much that everyday at a point of time, i will be thinking of it... It is my fault that I didn't communicate the idea to both parties and if there should be any price that i should pay, i would.. It's a learning point.. To consult everyone and make sure i get the idea esp from the one up there.. Though it's not at all easy to catch her (physically and mentally)..
I know i shouldn't be so unhappy, i know being so negative won't help.. But somehow, if u ask me why i feel so unhappy, i don't know too.. Is it the stress? Is it the work? Is it the people up there? Or is it my own perception? I no longer enjoy the work i am doing now.. I like to do things that i enjoy doing and I do it well.. When i find it being stuffed down my throat, I hate it! And now i have a HUGE THING being stuffed down my THROAT! I am choking on it and suffocating! So i am thinking of vomitting it out and get out of this stupid place..
AP said april.. Put a reminder here..
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